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i tried and failed
the horrors have caught me and i feel it pull me closer to it
it exposes it weakness in my pressence and i hide mine from it
but we sense what the other has
inside so im a threat as well as threatend
should i be first
or wait till the enemy has struck?
im so lost i think ill be crushed in this rush
how i can fight the emptiness anymore
so i think to join them in their world
but it wont be a good thing to drag my psychoticfantasies to its doorstep
and crush its dreams
or succumb to its wishes
and stay as the sleeper in the briar rose