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LeogunX' Darkside of Life
Im here to write about the ups and downs about my life.....how I feel, how I am, and how much I suffer cause I have no friends in real life. Also the betrayals I go through in my life and the darkness that clouds me from who I really am.....
Well my first post of my first journal.....everyday we go through some things that make us feel so terrible...if u never felt that way, its because u havent been betrayed or left out like many of us have. Like 2day, I felt so angry that I just wanted to explode!! I had a gf (in real life) and she actually cheated on me for some dumb*** fool that she knew WAAAYYY before even I met her.....what a b***h....I hope she goes 2 hell stressed . I guess God was giving an early sign that it was gonna happen but I just ignored it. Well.....srry God. If u r reading this, think about a time where u were stabed in the back and betrayed and that all u thought about was revenge....I thought the same way and I still am......if any1 be willing to give me advice on what to really do (beside forget about her, cause I hear that alot) than I would appreciate that.






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DarknessSkys
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commentCommented on: Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 01:44am
Dude your entry caught me right here....*pulls out heart*
Srry i've never had a gf in my life so i got notin.
(your so much cooler than my friends friend)
DARKSIDE ROCKS! xd xd xd xd xd xd xd xd
yet it is evil evil evil evil evil evil EBIL! twisted twisted twisted twisted
thats all folks!
THE END...or is it?
Read my journal!


commentCommented on: Sat Oct 28, 2006 @ 04:51am
in my life ive had one bf and his name was brandon. it was in 4th grade and this is how we broke up. first our parents didnt want us to be together then we talked about it . then he said that he wouldnt be at the same school because he was moving over the summer. well when i went to 5th grade...guess what???He was there. on the bus, which was the only main place we could talk i broke up with him and said he was a liar. i regret that day when i said that to him. crying crying crying after that he kept on sitting by me and asking me if i still cared, was i still mad at him, why i am so mean, his parents didnt sell the house, saying im sorry, but i still ignored him. i wish i had forgaven him a stayed together but i didnt. now i ended up liking him again and i dont want to tell him because now it seemes like he hates me and is igroring me back and i dont want to tell someone i like that because they might not like me back.all of that made me have bad dreams and bad thoughts. ill regret that day for the rest of my childhood. crying crying crying crying crying crying



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nine_roses
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commentCommented on: Sat Oct 28, 2006 @ 05:01pm
well if u r sad u should tell some one that can help u


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