This is a rant. No....it may not say what you want to hear...and fankly I don't give a damn. These are my opinions...and MY Journal entries...so if you don't like what I like...or what I have to say...then kindly ********. That is all....on with the rant.
Poetry......absolute nonsense...*sighs*
Untitled
This love we share is forbidden...
The way we attract and love each other
Must stay in secrets kept hidden
I know your golden eyes deepen
Farther and farther into the empty depths....
You fall in unforbidden sins
Is loving you a crime?
This love we share is forbidden...
The way we attract and love each other
Must stay in secrets kept hidden
I know your golden eyes deepen
Farther and farther into the empty depths....
You fall in unforbidden sins
Is loving you a crime?
Untitled 2
This burden is so heavy...
Weighing me down..
Crushing my soul...
Shattering my heart...
Messing with my head....
Tearing through my body...
Making me cry...
This burden called Life
This burden is so heavy...
Weighing me down..
Crushing my soul...
Shattering my heart...
Messing with my head....
Tearing through my body...
Making me cry...
This burden called Life
Tears of Crimson...
The rain is coming down fast...
It won't stop...I can't help it
The time has come for me to break
Not one drop wasted....the tempo increases..
It was as if I were surrounded by a waterfall
I look more closely, it shines a clear crimson
Thoughts were slowly vanishing...
My mind erased...
The rain pours harder....like a war of droplets
I blink and see that it runs down my face
And i've come to die...
Because of all the rain....my eyes are now red
I have one last thought before I fall to sleep
The rain wasn't just normal drops in the sky...
But my tears of crimson...my tears of blood.
~Kairen~
Fake Feelings...
There are times I want to know...
If you really love me...or miss me
Because all these signs i've got tell me something else
Every single day, every minute...I miss you
Then when I see you the next day
All I want to do is hug and kiss you
Sometimes your isolated.....wanting 'me' time
And then sometimes your funny and social all around
But every night I think in my mind
Is it a joke, or are you really mine?
If you really feel better alone, to yourself
I'll take the hint and leave your life
Cause god know I wouldn't want to waste
Anymore of your important, precious time
I just need...no have to know....
Do you love me or is it just an act?
Do you feel floaty when your around me?
Does your mind turn to mush when I kiss you?
Do you ever miss me as much as I miss you?
Would you protect me no matter what?
Would you care if I died?
Would you even think about me?
Am I ever in your dreams?
Am I just some worthless toy?
Is this just a game.....a fraud?
Are we really here or are we just fake
The rain is coming down fast...
It won't stop...I can't help it
The time has come for me to break
Not one drop wasted....the tempo increases..
It was as if I were surrounded by a waterfall
I look more closely, it shines a clear crimson
Thoughts were slowly vanishing...
My mind erased...
The rain pours harder....like a war of droplets
I blink and see that it runs down my face
And i've come to die...
Because of all the rain....my eyes are now red
I have one last thought before I fall to sleep
The rain wasn't just normal drops in the sky...
But my tears of crimson...my tears of blood.
~Kairen~
Fake Feelings...
There are times I want to know...
If you really love me...or miss me
Because all these signs i've got tell me something else
Every single day, every minute...I miss you
Then when I see you the next day
All I want to do is hug and kiss you
Sometimes your isolated.....wanting 'me' time
And then sometimes your funny and social all around
But every night I think in my mind
Is it a joke, or are you really mine?
If you really feel better alone, to yourself
I'll take the hint and leave your life
Cause god know I wouldn't want to waste
Anymore of your important, precious time
I just need...no have to know....
Do you love me or is it just an act?
Do you feel floaty when your around me?
Does your mind turn to mush when I kiss you?
Do you ever miss me as much as I miss you?
Would you protect me no matter what?
Would you care if I died?
Would you even think about me?
Am I ever in your dreams?
Am I just some worthless toy?
Is this just a game.....a fraud?
Are we really here or are we just fake
End of Poetry....
Ok, this next part has to do with sayings....you know philosophies that help you think life is more than just a big pain in the a**? Me and my little sis Sara came up with a lot of these, some I heard..and some i'd rather not say where the origin was. X_x sweatdrop hehe.....on with the rant!
- Living isn't much of a dream, I've dreamt all my life but i'm still dead.
- God isn't real, he can't be....I mean who created him? Man.
- My twisted world doesn't exist....but your's doesn't either.
- If you have a problem i'll fix it....if you give me problems...i'll have to fix you
- Take your s**t and run....take my s**t and you had better sprint!
- Life bites....so you better get a shot X.x
- Take life by the hand heart ....and throw it over the fence!
- Talented people want fame, untalented people want sex....(otay Xx)
- The early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese..(where in the world did I find that?)
- Don't say you love me, or you'll end up spending your life in a hospital bed...(totally and utterly Sara) heart
- How do you get rid of/hurt someone you reallllly don't like? Tell them that their parents traded them for a better slut.
- Men are like diapers...they cling to your a** and are full of s**t ( rofl )
- You never know what you really have until it's gone
- Life's a hoax, full of jokes so pass the blunt my way.
Soooooo very true. Wow. I really like to rant. *dies after she looks at how long this is.* sweatdrop Anyhoo, next topic!
- Living isn't much of a dream, I've dreamt all my life but i'm still dead.
- God isn't real, he can't be....I mean who created him? Man.
- My twisted world doesn't exist....but your's doesn't either.
- If you have a problem i'll fix it....if you give me problems...i'll have to fix you
- Take your s**t and run....take my s**t and you had better sprint!
- Life bites....so you better get a shot X.x
- Take life by the hand heart ....and throw it over the fence!
- Talented people want fame, untalented people want sex....(otay Xx)
- The early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese..(where in the world did I find that?)
- Don't say you love me, or you'll end up spending your life in a hospital bed...(totally and utterly Sara) heart
- How do you get rid of/hurt someone you reallllly don't like? Tell them that their parents traded them for a better slut.
- Men are like diapers...they cling to your a** and are full of s**t ( rofl )
- You never know what you really have until it's gone
- Life's a hoax, full of jokes so pass the blunt my way.
Soooooo very true. Wow. I really like to rant. *dies after she looks at how long this is.* sweatdrop Anyhoo, next topic!
I guess...you could call these stories/songs. Some my friends wrote, and some I found and kept because they hold a meaning to me. Well first one. This is a song called "You're not me" this is what my friend had in mind while writing this 'Imagine Hiei singing this song...' I laughed and laughed thinking about how Hiei would sound singing this song....can you guys imagine? I can't. Really I can't. Well here it is!
"You're NOT me!"
You think I got it all
Everyone thinks I got it made
Well how come my only friends are the ones I pay?
No one understands what I would do
To change my life for just one day!!
*Don't say if I were you or tell me what to do
How things would be if you were in my shoes
'Cause your not me!
You know what I need,
And it's not another serenade.
I get so tired of all the things you say!
Gimme what I want,
You own the world.
I'd gladly throw the sun away
*Don't say if I were you or tell me what to do
How things would be if you were in my shoes
'Cause your not me!
Please take me as I am
**This isn't what I planned
I guess I don't expect that you'll understand
'Cause your not me!
I know you think you're being nice
But spare me all your lame advice
Talk to my hand and roll the dice,
Everybody's got their price.
For too long I've been denied
I'll make up my moves
So just step aside.
No one can say I never tried to get back my pride
Yeah, you will never be...
Why can't you see that
You're. Not. Me?
*Don't say if I were you or tell me what to do
How things would be if you were in my shoes
'Cause your not me!
Please take me as I am!
**This isn't what I planned
I guess I don't expect that you'll understand
'Cause your not me!
"You're NOT me!"
You think I got it all
Everyone thinks I got it made
Well how come my only friends are the ones I pay?
No one understands what I would do
To change my life for just one day!!
*Don't say if I were you or tell me what to do
How things would be if you were in my shoes
'Cause your not me!
You know what I need,
And it's not another serenade.
I get so tired of all the things you say!
Gimme what I want,
You own the world.
I'd gladly throw the sun away
*Don't say if I were you or tell me what to do
How things would be if you were in my shoes
'Cause your not me!
Please take me as I am
**This isn't what I planned
I guess I don't expect that you'll understand
'Cause your not me!
I know you think you're being nice
But spare me all your lame advice
Talk to my hand and roll the dice,
Everybody's got their price.
For too long I've been denied
I'll make up my moves
So just step aside.
No one can say I never tried to get back my pride
Yeah, you will never be...
Why can't you see that
You're. Not. Me?
*Don't say if I were you or tell me what to do
How things would be if you were in my shoes
'Cause your not me!
Please take me as I am!
**This isn't what I planned
I guess I don't expect that you'll understand
'Cause your not me!
Now.....could you imagine? LMAO! *sighs* I must go now....*glares* My darling mother Maria wants to spend time with me before I leave for TN, Monday. Oh gods....what fun. *runs and hides*
For those of you who actually read this.....I think you just wasted your time listening to the heart and imagination of a hopeless teenager. *sighs again*
heart heart Ja ne mina! heart heart
