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The night before last night I began to get upset again, I began to get angry around my famally and I hate that, last night I got upset while trying to sleep again, I cried and cried, could not get to sleep, I rolled over many times, and started to play on my keyboard silently, playing things like Aeris theme and Tifa's and some Beethoven tunes...

I am really trying to be just happy, every morning I have woke up and said "I'm going to smile all day long" I have been happy today, I haven't got mad or anything, its been a good day, little things upset me, just thoughts I had, but I shook them off.

I am just trying to be happy, I don't need to worry about whats going to happy to me, I just worry about my friends and be happy with them and my online famally

I have been worrying alot about a few certian friends

One person I know he is okay, but he had an asthma attack due to a little..scuffle(that a word?) it made me worry a little...

Another, trying to get over something, it was as if he was crying as he rested his head on me, he'll get through I know it, my uncle is the strongest person I know, and the most scariest x3

My bestest friend who has had a recent thing about his famally, I worry about him though I know he'll be fine.

And finally, someone who I really worry about most of all, even though I have only known him a few weeks, I love him alot, hes been questioning a few things, like himself, I fear that he'll be alright alot, we met and he has become very close to me in such a small time, but all my friends are I suppose. I know he'll be okay, his saddness won't always be there...

...I hope mine won't either, it never is always there all the time

We all have each other, and we all love each other

I love you all heart heart heart