Yup. Its recently come to my attention that Gaia is getting me slightly depressed when it comes to terms about friends.
I've just noticed it about two minutes ago when I randomly was looking through friends journals from the past and I came to one of Acoe's where he mentioned me in it. Back then everyone used to talk and post a lot more. Now I notice Acoe logs on to Gaia for about ten minutes, sends me a message, posts two or three times, and logs off again.
Its not just Acoe. Its the whole group of Flowwers hangout. The only person I see often is Cespy because I see her on MSN and even then we don't even talk.
I thought it was because there are those still at school in America but I just asked Cespy (lol sent her a message) and she said America is out for the Summer.
So maybe Gaia isn't as fun as it used to be. I'm on it all the time because I have time for it. Well saying that the past three weeks I've been out with friends, clubbing, socialising and whatever else. It wasn't untill this past Monday that I gave Gaia a little more time as I haven't been going out with the little money I have.
Its not the fact that I'm lonesome, I have plenty of friends that used to use Gaia or other friends on Gaia that I talk to often. But I am greatly missing every single Gaia member that either; don't use an instant messenger, or just don't log on often like they used to.
I see myself posting crap around the GD and looking at my suscribed threads every two minutes just to see nothing has changed and I am still the most recent person to post.
Maybe I'm just bored and maybe its because I know I can't visit my American friends freely. What a fear it is to think that if any of my closest Gaia friends quit Gaia or the internet fully that I may never be able to see that person ever again. I wonder if the cause of these thoughts is because I'm feeling more affectionate to one person who I am seeing less of.
Theres nothing I can really do other then wait and see what happens. Its not that I want my friends to waste their life on Gaia. Thats not what I'm asking at all. I mean how hypocritical that would be, I'd probably be out right now if I had money. Its just that I'm beginning to miss my friends is all and its just a little depressing to log on to Gaia and wait for those who will never come or those I will see for about ten minutes.
If anyone read this, thanks for reading, I know its a long post. Oneday I'll visit my friends around the world. Maybe I should start buying lottery tickets.
I've just noticed it about two minutes ago when I randomly was looking through friends journals from the past and I came to one of Acoe's where he mentioned me in it. Back then everyone used to talk and post a lot more. Now I notice Acoe logs on to Gaia for about ten minutes, sends me a message, posts two or three times, and logs off again.
Its not just Acoe. Its the whole group of Flowwers hangout. The only person I see often is Cespy because I see her on MSN and even then we don't even talk.
I thought it was because there are those still at school in America but I just asked Cespy (lol sent her a message) and she said America is out for the Summer.
So maybe Gaia isn't as fun as it used to be. I'm on it all the time because I have time for it. Well saying that the past three weeks I've been out with friends, clubbing, socialising and whatever else. It wasn't untill this past Monday that I gave Gaia a little more time as I haven't been going out with the little money I have.
Its not the fact that I'm lonesome, I have plenty of friends that used to use Gaia or other friends on Gaia that I talk to often. But I am greatly missing every single Gaia member that either; don't use an instant messenger, or just don't log on often like they used to.
I see myself posting crap around the GD and looking at my suscribed threads every two minutes just to see nothing has changed and I am still the most recent person to post.
Maybe I'm just bored and maybe its because I know I can't visit my American friends freely. What a fear it is to think that if any of my closest Gaia friends quit Gaia or the internet fully that I may never be able to see that person ever again. I wonder if the cause of these thoughts is because I'm feeling more affectionate to one person who I am seeing less of.
Theres nothing I can really do other then wait and see what happens. Its not that I want my friends to waste their life on Gaia. Thats not what I'm asking at all. I mean how hypocritical that would be, I'd probably be out right now if I had money. Its just that I'm beginning to miss my friends is all and its just a little depressing to log on to Gaia and wait for those who will never come or those I will see for about ten minutes.
If anyone read this, thanks for reading, I know its a long post. Oneday I'll visit my friends around the world. Maybe I should start buying lottery tickets.
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