I hurts really deep, with in my heart... Watching them laugh, and smile, all I do is cry, It hurts here, deep within... Why ? Why must I feel this pain? I feel like they treat me like the dead last...the worst, the stupidest, the dumb one. They see me as someone they can just forget, some they can just leave behind and won't complain...I stay silent, not a word escapes, though that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt, here deep within my being...
They are happy as long as I am sad, they would be joyful if I was dead...
...know and believing are two different things... I know they don't care about me, but I believe that it is their choice to forget about me... cry ...oh well...
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Yuatja's Dark secrets
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