Guess What???
I'm scared of the dark. I am a little less afraid of it as I was when I was a little girl But I'm still scared of it. I thought that as I got older I would not be scared anymore But now I'm 15 years old and I still cant sleep with the light off.
When I wake up in the morning I don't like to be the first one to go down stairs because its been dark all night and there are probable things still hanging around in the dark rooms.
Maggots! Just typing that in makes my feet itch. They are completely harmless yet they scare the crap out of me. I have cried over maggots before. Every time someone says there's maggots, every piece of lint on the floor likes like one. I don't Like them. They are ugly. and they give me nightmares.
Natural disasters. The idea of them is just terrifying.
Being touched or grabbed. Not like in bad places or anything but like being hugged and stuff like that. If Someone touches or grabs me unexpectedly then I freak out. Especially if they don't let me go right away. I don't know what its about. I just start shaking and getting very irritated and sometimes I even start to get tears in my eyes. I try to be calm at first because its usually my brother or sister. So I say "Please please Stop" In a voice to convince them that I'm serious and that they have to let go of me immediately. They usually don't and they know me. I will start yelling at the top of my lunges "I SAID GET OFF OF ME!" "WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEM?" "WHAT DIDN'T YOU UNDERSTAND" In the end I always get in trouble for yelling or making one of my siblings cry.
Car accidents. They can be very bad. And I pray to never be in one. I try to remember to pray every time I get in a car that we get were we need to go safely and to get back home safely. I just try not to think about it.
My Mum is yelling. I'm going to get off now.
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