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Mixed Feelings

This weekend was great! I was put down to work the three days (Fri, Sat, Sun), but didn't go in for any of them... I called Friday and told them "I have to go to the doctors", but in all reality I went over a few towns to a show (Which was awesome!). My mother called me around the halfway point of the show wondering where I was, I told her (again, cause I told her before whee ) and she informed me that work called, she told them I went to the show. sweatdrop Ohh well thats when I thought I was fired for sure, but then Saturday rolls around, and I woke up around 10:30, called work to see when I was supposed to come in, and they said that I was to be in at 8, and was allready replaced. xp So that night I went to another show (The last show at the JB, it was a lot of fun, but a little depressing, I have more details on this but I'll get back to that later)... Sunday, as if I didn't think I was fired for sure for the past two days, one of the managers called me, informing me rather politely that I was to be in at 2:30 (Having it been 3:00 when he called). So I don't know if I have to go in today, but it should be interesting if I do... I'm not really sure if I'm fired or not with the way that they were reacting to this. surprised So the work situation is a little fuzzy, but if I get fired, I'd probably be happier... That job wasn't the greatest. And... The Last Stop is opening soon! 4laugh

So now that you know the work thing, heres the important part! Friday during the show I found out a very good friend (and longtime secret crush) had broken it off with her boyfriend, so seeing the opportune moment I took it, flirting with her the whole night, but not laying down all of the cards just yet. We exchanged numbers at the end of the night, and went our seperate ways. So the next night I text her laying down my ace (sorry about all of the card references, I'm stuck on them) but I texted her, letting her know how I felt, and shortly after she called (I of course missed the call due to the fact I was in a different room) to get back and here her message saying "Stop texting my phone!" <- I thought I was done for... crying But I did what any other guy would do, and called! Only to see that she didn't mind me calling, texting just costs a lot on her plan. sweatdrop that was releiving, and to add to it, I discovered that she in fact likes me too! But......... She just broke up with her boyfriend and she needs a break from that whole thing, not complete sucess but sucess none the less! We both know how we feel about eachother, and I think if I play my cards right we'll actually wind up together!

Okay explanation time! Some of you who read on a regular basis must be thinking, "Wait what about the girl in NY, the one you want to marry?" Or... "What happened to the girl in CT" Well to put a long story short, the girl in NY has been going out with this guy for awhile now, and we are starting to talk less and less (Ohh well it happens), and the girl in CT, well she completely blew me off, when she was supposed to come down, and I haven't heard from her in over a week, no returned calls and or text messages. All in all I think that it's a good thing that it's been broken off with those two, the whole long distance thing was just unhealthy for me, and now I found someone that I can be with on a daily basis... Ohhh and keep in mind, I didn't go out with either of these people. We just shared a lot of the same feelings for eachother.

w00t! I had pizza last night!
^Random news! @_@

My good friend just broke up with his girlfriend recently, and they have both been rather strange around eachother lately. One minute I see them together, and they seem to be improving the situation, next thing I know he is having a breakdown, and put his fist through a wall a few times... I'm trying to be there for him, but he seems to not want my help. Hopefully he can work out everything on his own.

The JB, a longtime home for me is being shut down at the end of the month... It's going to be hard for me to find a place where I can be again, I think we are all going to scatter and scarecly ever see eachother for awhile. That will be tough to deal with, most of those people there are more like family to me than friends, and I'll miss all of the great shows that go on there. Ah what am I talking about soon enough I'll be in Chicago, and none of that will matter, right?

Okay thats about all thats going on in this head of mine! See you later space cowboy... ninja

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