Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Alot recently I have been feeling depressed. Because of school, My famially a little, things in the world, the way I am.

I'm starting to think Im some Emo little kid cause I really am always depressed. Sometimes I dont know why.

I know the lot of the time I'm lonly, and I hate it when I see my friends depressed too. I feel bad for making offers depressed sometimes. Cause offers get depressed when I am sometimes. Happens with all of us.

School, well that can be very depressing as many teenagers know...still only a few months left.

I want to be who I am. I am infantile. I sometimes am a kid of four going on five. Obviously my infantalism can only go so far. Its like having two personalities XD
But I don't and am a loving and kind person.

I think I'll do what someone said to my soul brother Ryan and that he said to me once. Just smile.

I know I'll get through this.

Why am I typing this XD

I am worried about my soul mummy. She has not been on in awhile and she has no items on her avatar.

My soul brother Ryan is well and happy

I have a soul daddy too. Ryoukai who I love lots and lots ^ ^

Jared my best friend is as happy as ever

And many of my friends I love too

Writing this makes me feel better and I really just am silly. I'm no emo, just going through alot and my friends and soul famially help alot.

Everyone has there problems and I want to be there for them

Also I may regret writing this

But Nathan Samuel you were right about me being bisexual

Big brother Ryan now that I've said I am please dont think I like you in any way like that you are my brother

Im not afraid to admit it and I dont care who in school knows.

So Nathan Dan Luke whoever else please dont go on about it, you knew it was true anyway. Or at least thought it was a possibillity.


Well basically I feel loads happyier and will be now from now on
I'll be more happyier
infantile
and a better friend

If school gets to much and my friends decide Im weird (too weird XD and I know you guys wont) I'll drop out and leave back for Croydon-smiles politedly- ^ ^
Hey Gash! Croydon is near London XD

Im not much into yugioh anymore. I love to see my friends but I think Im loosing my touch when it comes to the game. So I might just stop for awhile.

What else can I type?

Oh yeah! James wants to teach me Martial arts and I want him to teach me. Though we have not even managed to start training yet >_<
It'll be way easier after school from now on

And the other James, James Barber better not come on to me >_< no offence to him

Yes I still fancy Katie get off my back XD

Darn I think its long enough now

Well Im a happy new person lets keep it at that ^ ^

EDIT: Oh yeah for those who think things I am asexual which meens I dont like sex. I think thats the right word