All is well in my life I assume. Dustyn, sadly, no longer apart of it I believe. I hurt him somehow. I don't know if I truly regret it, or if its a relief for him to be gone. But now... Misa is my life. I wonder if I truly love Misa as I did Youssef. For some reason, I now feel like I am ready to let go of Youssef. I love him a lot. Misa is my world, yet Youssef is my Universe. I suppose I'll never truly stop loving Youssef. I remember I used to beg and dream and plead of want Youssef to get down on one knee and ask me to marry him. But now, part of me wants that to be Misa. I still love Youssef, but that doesn't mean Misa doesn't have a place in my heart. I honestly assume Misa will be the best for me. He is sweet, fun, wonderful, cute and dare I say hot? I wish he was with me here tonight... tomorrow... everynight. I would give a lot for that. Just to kiss Misa. Even if it only lasts a few seconds. I would love that more then anything. I think this entry will be short. But I will write in you soon. Take care Diary.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
