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Original Character - Katherine Roberts
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Welcome, please introduce yourself
My name is Katherine [K’Dee] Deserae Roberts.
I am Seventeen.
My birthday is October 28th.
I'm Female.
My occupation? Kishin follower / Shibusen Drop-out
Status? In a relationship, however I hardly get to see him.
My soul shows that I'm a Weapon - Chainscythe
A-An animal Totem? None.
My partner? Formerly a Shibusen student named Elana, currently Daniel ‘Sinnor’ Roberts who is a follower of the Kishin as well.


That's enough with the formalities, let us get to know you
Your appearance is...
Physical Description:
Facial: My face a bit on the long side, my nose too is a bit long, but not necessarily big. My eyes bluish gray and a little wide and big.
Hair: My hair is a caramel/light brown. For the most part it’s worn in a low messy pony tail and it reaches just below the bottom of my shoulder blades. My hair is parted on the left side, the hair on the right often times covering the my bandaged missing right eye.
Body Type: Slender to the point of almost looking unhealthy, I has some muscle on me, but not enough to really be considered very strong. I stand about five feet and 11 inches, but often times slouch making me look more like five feet eight inches or five feet nine inches. My skin is a bit tanned from being outside a lot, but it would still probably be considered light.
Tattoos: N/A
Piercings: N/A

Clothing Description:
Outer wear: I wear a black, torn and tattered cloak. The bottom has holes in it and it’s fraying. It’s thick and heavy, which provides me with warmth. I don’t wear it too often, usually only when I’m traveling, on chilly nights, or when there is bad weather, such as snow, rain, hail, cold temperatures, ect.
Top: [The picture above and to the right shows more skin then what she actually allows seen.] I don’t necessarily have a top, but instead mummy-like linen bandages that cover the majority of my body. They cover my missing right eye wrapping around part of my head and most of my face. The bandages then wrap around my neck, torso, arms, waist, and continues down all the way to my feet. In some places especially around my arms and shoulders the bandages are unraveling. Part of my collar bone and shoulders are exposed thanks to this. The Bandages even act as gloves and wrap around my hands and fingers.
Bottoms: For Pants I wear charcoal colored baggy cargo pants made of a rough material. As well as the standard pockets on her thighs and rear-end, there is also a pocket on the side of each of my legs just above my knees. My pants are then stuffed into my boots.
Shoes: My boots are a darker charcoal than my pants, and come up to about my mid shin. There are four belts on each of my boots that wrap fully around my legs. They are an obsidian black with silver buckles. Three of the belts wrap around my leg, and the one around the top of my foot merges with the soul of the boot. Under the Belts there is also a silver zipper that runs all the way up the side.
Accessories: She wears a black belt around her waist, that has an oversize square silver buckle.

Well, let's see...
I was born in a big city on the United States’ Western Coast. My family resided in an old little shack between two tall apartment buildings, it wasn’t the best, but at least it was good enough to shelter us from those wet winter nights. I lived with my mother and father until when I was about ten and my mother suddenly disappeared. Not until I was nearly twelve would I find out what really happened to my mother. Katherine had always protected me from my dad, and with her gone then, there was no one to help me. While living with my dad I experienced true nightmares, ones that my imagination couldn’t even compare with when it came time for my slumber. One evening after my mom had vanished, father had taken me out on the streets. My first experience eating a soul, was that stormy evening. Unfortunately it was blue, innocent, and pure. If I would’ve known what it was I would’ve never ate it. But at the time, I had never seen a soul before… Out of all the choices I had made that would probably be my most regretful. Even though I don’t partically like to talk about this, but the reason why my eye is missing is thanks to my father. We’ll just say that I got into something I really wasn’t supposed to one night while why daddy was drunk beyond reason and that was my punishment. On top of the physical abuse, he also mentally and verbally abusedme, breaking me down, and crushing me dreams of ever becoming a death scythe.
I managed to run away, after killing my father and hitching a ride on a train by transforming into my weapon form and hiding inside someone’s suitcase. Though I try to avoid speaking about all of that seeing as it was a rather traumatic for time for me. Once I made it too Shibusen, I was sort of taken in, not particularly by a single person, but just by the school in general. I did however take a certain liking to Death Scythe-Sama and Shinigami-Sama. I looked up to them, but regretfully never got the chance to really get to know them.
I then met Elana a few days after I had enrolled in the school. We formed a bond and eventually began working together as partners. Together we were nearly able to make me a Death scythe.
However madness had always been just under the surface of my soul, searching for anyway possible escape, thanks to the innocent one I had devoured as a child. I had been having lots of visions and hallucinations of my father it seemed, as the closer I got to becoming a Death Scythe, and when at last I only had a few souls left to go I saw these so often that I started to honestly believe my father was still alive. My insanity finally did find its release when my half Brother, Daniel aka Sinnor Roberts found me. However I didn’t realize it, in fact having Daniel with me made me feel safer knowing that he was there with me just in case our father came after us. Daniel started to hang around a lot and both my friends and teachers began to see a difference in my grades, behavior, and even personality, while even today O believe it’s just them that think that. They became concerned about the Influence my brother had on me, some even confronting Daniel, but I wouldn’t listen to anything they said. After all Danny made me happy, and he was the only bit of family I had left.
Though, Daniel began to lead me off onto a path I had wanted to avoid from the start. Creating a Kishin out of me. Yet, oddly enough, I don’t resist, simply because I trust him.
Now I work with Daniel, no longer a part of Shibusen and working independantly from any other groups. Daniel hopes are to create a Kishin out of his little sister, and seeing how Naïve and controllable I am towards him opens up a wide range of advantages and opportunities for himself.
I'm sort of...
I am very indecisive, and hate to make decisions on my own. Some consider my naïve and childish, and that might be due to the fact that my childhood was in a sense stolen from me. I can be very paranoid at times, and I am very clingy toward close friends and my brother. If I feel threatened or afraid, you can find me huddled close to my brother’s side. So I guess you could call me a bit of a scaredy-cat also. I’m loving toward my friends, and it’s very obvious seeing as I make my affection well known. I am shy to people I do not know very well, however get to know me and you’ll find I am a pretty cheerful and friendly person, or at least that’s what I come off as. In reality I’m a bit of a downer, but I know if I act like this 24/7 my life would be a hell-of-a-lot more miserable. For the most part I’m a ‘forgive and forget’ kind of person.
When I lose control and give into my madness, I may seem like a completely different person. I am very hateful towards everyone, including my brother, though I’m not as hateful toward him as most. I’m very giggly though pessimistic when I lose myself and I find humor in pain [physical, emotional, or mental] whether it be inflicted upon others or even myself.
It's a bit particular...
-I am German, Italian, Austrian, and American. I was able to pick up a little German, thanks to the fact that my mother was fluent and my father knew a little, however seeing as I was born in the United States I grew up learning English.
I fancy
-Children.
-Her few Friends left.
-Danny.
-Doodling. [not drawing, there is a difference]
- Hugs.
-Listening to Music.
-Goofing off.
- Singing. [Though she’s not really that good. >.>;]
-Sunny weather.
-Snow.
-Making her brother proud.
I detest
-Upsetting others.
-Physically hurting others.
-Lying.
-Alcohol.
-Her father.
-The Kishin.
-Making her own decisions.
-Being called a Betrayer. [ Even though that is what she is.]
-Speaking of my past.
-The fact that I was never able to prove my father wrong and become a Death Scythe.
When I'm not busy, I enjoy...
As said in my likes above I enjoy singing, doodling and listening to music. I also enjoy training and sparring to become stronger. When I get the chance my favorite thing in the world to do is spend time with Lumen [her boyfriend] and Syndlar [her BF's Twin brother]. I enjoy taking walks to no where, so don't be surprised if you find me aimlessly wandering the streets.
You can't beat me,
My Weapon Form: Sorry it’s poorly drawn.
In Soul Resonance form my blades become double there original size and multiply by four. Meaning that there are 8 scythes all together. They are all connected to their own chain. The four chains on the right then connect to a single chain that is about four feet in length, then on the other end the remaining four chains are connected to the single chain. Each chain that the Scythes are individually connected to are about 3 feet in length. When Soul or Death Scythe are in soul resonance form their blades become colorful and illuminate brightly. However in my form, my blades look like cracked black ice. Example. And instead of illuminating there is an ominous dark fog that engulfs my weapon form.
Unlike most weapons, I can fight on my own. However I am not an independant weapon. My mother was though, and which means a weak bit of that ability was inherited by me. I can fight on my own, although that doesn't mean I can defeat my enemy. I'm much stronger fighting with a meister, but by no means am I unable to protect myself or useless without a technitian to weild me.
Your soul tells me you're...
Indecisive, Accepting, Tolerant
Anything else, well...
When I lose myself to my insanity, the true me will escape to the smallest and deepest corner of my mind letting the demon that is still me control my actions. When my sanity is returned, the majority of the time I do not recall what harm I have done.

With that taken care of, anything else you'd like to share?
In addition...
Danny and I.
The beat of my soul is...
All These Things I Hate – Bullet for my Valentine
My Own Enemy – Thousand Foot Krutch
A Beautiful Lie – 30 Seconds to mars
Nothing Left to Burn – Lovers & Liars
Played By:
II KDee Roberts II





 
 
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