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Nothing's changed. I hope your happy Amber. You say I couldn't handle the real you, that you were never real to me. Well then thanks for leading me on for a ******** year and then dumping me OVER A TEXT for another guy. Yeah you care so much. I feel the love. I thought it couldn't get worse but the fact that I can't let go of you, that I hold on to something that isn't there overshadows everything else. I will never get better and have doomed myself to hell, all over you. If this is still fine I don't want to live to see what is bad.

Posted by: Insanity Sparkles Sun Apr 11, 2010 @ 11:02pm

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Commented on: Mon Apr 12, 2010 @ 10:01pm

Commented on: Mon Apr 12, 2010 @ 11:24pm


	Just ranting, it seems to help. Don't take it too offensively i'm just trying to make myself feel better Mamber. Made a note to a girl who I was having problems with today I was feeling so shitty then I wrote down everything I hated about how she treated me and rejected me and stuff like that and I felt instantly better.

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Commented on: Tue Apr 13, 2010 @ 02:48pm


	-_- I treat you well enough, at least I still even talk to you. Most people just cut complete contact with people. I can do so if you wish.

Commented on: Tue Apr 20, 2010 @ 03:03am


	Yes! Because that was exactly the thing I wanted the whole time. It worked when you broke up with me ditched me, we started talking again, then I left, then we started talking again, and then you left and now here we are! It's worked out just fine in the past. (the above was all sarcasm) I've told you what i've really wanted Amber. How about that the very least a visit so you can take the gifts I bought you finally so they can stop staring me down and reminding me of everything i've done to make my life living hell for myself. (was totally ranting, take it as offensive as you always do or don't)

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