I feel like i'm just a statistic. What if i'm justg a number, and really i'm just going towards suicide one way or another.
For everytime I find myself happy I always find myself sad. Depressed. I don't want to do this anymore and it only makes me feel worse. I'm caught in this state of in between.
I have good things going for me but I hate myself. I hate me and I hate everything i've ever done and I struggle to look for good things. Everytime i'm depressed and alone I just see the bad and I try to open up to people but I can't even do that. I'm trapped.
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