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I got alot of feedback from my last journal entry.

I really didn't think anyone read my journal, because I really didn't think anyone cared about me. And if you do, or did...guess I didn't hear it enough. I'm pretty thickheaded.

I still hate myself. I hate me more then humanly possible. But I don't hate so many people now. I have things to look forward to, until they mess up in my face or not.

I'm going to use this journal to vent all my pent up frustration and anger. I try talking to alot of people but it really seems sometimes like no one understands me. So maybe reading this will help figure me out.

It gets hard to know who me even is.