Diary,
Matt was here again. This time I talked to him for roughly 2 hours. It was a wonderful experience. He coached me in the way of the Lord. What's wierd... is I felt this wierd tugging sensation at my heart. I wonder what that was. I still feel it. I also feel pains from not eating. We all know how I get when I don't eat XD But that's beside the point. Matt gave me his phone number and his e-mail. I should tell my Aunt, but if I do, she'll just b***h me out. I told Matt how I kind of didn't trust in God and he asked why -- I told him and he said he felt really bad for me. All my friends keep saying that. Im thankful I have what I have. Though, I wish at times I didn't suffer. There are people out there who are so less fortunate then me. Who are just begging to live the life I have. I should be greatful. But, that doesn't mean I am going to show my aunt any respect. I know I should, but with how she treats everyone, I rather not. Anyways, Im FINALLY applying to Target. Been saying I will for 2 weeks. Now Im actually doing it. Lol, well I have to make this entry short now -- promised Leon I would go eat in 15 minutes from now and I gotta finish my job app.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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