Diary,
I wonder what my days will be like now. Me and Youssef seem to be getting closer and part of me is accepting Brooke in his life now. Whenever I talk about her, I feel okay, but when HE mentions her, that she loves him or something, it makes me sad inside. She told me to forget about ever dating Youssef again. That he belongs to her and no one else. He was caught in the middle as our delivery boy as we fought about him. But, I hope that he will see past her fake smiles and lies. I want him to be with me. I love him so much and it's heartache to see him be with someone else instead of me. I hope that maybe the love me and him share will still be there. He promised me a movie date a long while ago, but never has he been able to follow through on it. I hope he can >.< I want to spend time with him again. We just won't be able to snuggle or kiss like we used to. *sigh*... he owes me a date though since he took Brooke out, lol. I'll make him regret that XD Anyways, I have to go for now. Talking to Leon, Jairo, and Pete at the moment. Take care Diary.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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