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A Perfect Mess
. . .
Drama.
Something that I always hated.
Lately it seems like everyone I know is either/doing;;
-Drinking
-Smoking
-Drugs
-Suicidal
-Getting on my case (different things)
-All of the above
Usually I would be able to handle one or two people who doing the following but... everyone all at once is just stressful. Seriously, can't you guys go and cry to someone else (I know that's mean but I'm sorry... I need some time to myself to think) I think it's getting to the point where it's effecting my health now. Dinner... was horrible and a waste of food. :/ Chris, if your reading this... I'm sorry. I'll try to keep myself together, I know you'll kill me if I get another infection. D;

I'm currently still having some issues in school which is something normal. I'm planning to talk to my teachers tomorrow and see if I can get everything work out before any of my projects are do. Plus, I need some help on my speech... there only some much you can BS about a ring. :/ Honestly, I don't give a s**t about that ring. I'm not close to anyone in my family so why should I care about a ring that doesn't even belong to me. Well maybe I can figure something out till the 17th. I hope my speech teacher doesn't give me some lecture about "making friends" in class either. He's just seem like the type of guy who would then again, he did want us to make a home page to introduce ourselves to our classmates.
I still need to work on my ceramic projects. I think if I don't finish it... my sketches will be good enough to give me a D. Who knows, maybe my teacher will like my "other sketches" as well. :l

I'm having so much problems with work as well. I hate women! Especially older women who are to stupid to listen to what I have to say! Urgh, there only so much s**t I can take from my boss. No one likes her at all. She's just stuck up and lies about everything. I never said anything rude to her, I always just stood there nodding like a good girl and never complain. Now when I can't close one ******** day (which I wasn't suppose to) she gets mad. She had told me if no one can close on Monday she would call me and I'd would work. If they found someone to close on Monday then I'd work on Tuesday. Now, I only agree to it because it would just be one school day I'd be closing on. But no. They put me to work and I haven't had a decent night sleep since last Tuesday. You can't expect me to be at school all day, go to work, get 4 hours of sleep, go to school and work. No, it just can't happen. How a I suppose to get my work done? How? How am I suppose to stay awake with 4 hours of sleep. Now Virgie (my awesome shift leader who everyone loves) told me to call my boss and I did. The conversation started off well but ended with both of us yelling. Now I tried my best to say calm but at the end I wasn't going to let her treat me like s**t. At the end she hung up on me. What a b***h. Okay, I'm sorry that my school is more important then my job. I'm sorry I have homework to do. I'm sorry that I can't see the ******** future. My school is more important then my shitty job! When I get my check on Friday, I'm making a complain about my boss. I can't deal with this anymore. I can't deal with someone who treats me like I'm stupid when I've been at my job for 3 years now. I've never had some much drama like this at my work. Even my old boss Donny wasn't this bad. Urgh...As soon as I find a new job I'm quitting Yoshinoya. I refuse to deal with that lady anymore. Of course, I'd miss everyone else but my boss... no way.
Also, another thing that pissed me off so much was the fact she laugh at me when I got into my car crash. Who the ******** does that? Seriously. Who does that. I'd never do that to anyone even if I don't like them, I'd never laugh. What if I got hurt? I asked everyone that question, if they would laugh at my boss if she got in a crash and they said no and they would want her to be alright. But no...my boss thinks it's funny that I was in one. What a lovely lady.
[What a big rant]

I don't even feel slightly better.
I'm just going to end this now...
I don't feel like writing about other things.


Mehh...
My side is hurting once again. ********.
I wonder if I smack into something yesterday. :/

I want...
to talk to a certain person right now.

Sadly, I think I pissed him off or hurt him.
******** me.





 
 
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