If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie.
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up....
It's been a while since I made a public entry.
Some color would be nice.
o x o
Today I had such a wonderful/interesting day.
Such a rare thing for me.
"Mother" had told me this wonderful new about her visiting for three months. I was so surprise when I heard the new. I thought she was coming to visit next year. I'll finally get to meet Ben in person which is a little nerve racking to me. I can't help but get shy in front of others. Not to mention he doesn't know me as well as Rachel does. My goal is to complete my notebook as soon as I can to give it to her.
In December I might be leaving for a month. I'm not really sure how long to be honest, no more then a month. I'm going to my grandma's house to help her with somethings. Mostly cleaning and watching my cousin's baby. Though.... I realize seeing Max might bring up some problems. I mean, I do wanna hang out with someone while I'm up there... I just don't want him to think I want to get back together with him. >>;;
Ohh well, maybe I can figure something out.
D":
Some color would be nice.
o x o
Today I had such a wonderful/interesting day.
Such a rare thing for me.
"Mother" had told me this wonderful new about her visiting for three months. I was so surprise when I heard the new. I thought she was coming to visit next year. I'll finally get to meet Ben in person which is a little nerve racking to me. I can't help but get shy in front of others. Not to mention he doesn't know me as well as Rachel does. My goal is to complete my notebook as soon as I can to give it to her.
In December I might be leaving for a month. I'm not really sure how long to be honest, no more then a month. I'm going to my grandma's house to help her with somethings. Mostly cleaning and watching my cousin's baby. Though.... I realize seeing Max might bring up some problems. I mean, I do wanna hang out with someone while I'm up there... I just don't want him to think I want to get back together with him. >>;;
Ohh well, maybe I can figure something out.
D":
...If you follow me, you will only get lost.
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.
Yes you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.
Yes you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere
