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I just wish I could lay down and never wake up. I don't want to live without Blue in my life... I just don't understand it.... I don't feel strong... I feel so incredibly weak.. I just want to lay down and die.... My heart is hurting really really badly and I feel like an emotional mess.... I love him so much... I just can't believe he's gone.... and its my fault... I made him leave.... I just wish I could do something to bring him back..............but life has no do-overs..... I just wonder if he would really miss me if I was dead tomorrow......or if anyone would........ Tsuki Akemi · Sat Jan 16, 2010 @ 02:03am · 2 Comments


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Sat Jan 16, 2010 @ 02:37am

I would. I don't know how i would react, but it won't be pretty.

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Sat Jan 16, 2010 @ 03:04am

I'm sorry, Caitlyn.. I understand how you feel, I truly do.. I hope that all works out for you. I also find that I must apologize for my conduct earlier... I believe that I was more upset out of jealousy than anything else, and for that I am truly sorry. It is because of this jealousy that I make this proposition: I don't think I should be around you very much anymore. It is alltogether too painful for me, and I know that I wouldn't be able to help you through your pain at losing Blue, as I am still trying to cope with my loss of you. Again I apologize, and if you have any questions or comments, please feel free to PM me, or if you'd like, text. I hope you have the best life, and I wish you all the grace and luck in the world. God has something good planned for you, and even if you don't know it, His plans have already begun.

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