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	Inspirations From The Heart... My writings. :3 When I'm inspired... I want these to help people through things they might be going through.

	I Guess I'll Never Know...
	I Guess I'll Never Know...


We met and seemed to be good friends. We got closer and could say that we were lovers, But my heart was in a different place, Can you really blame me at all? When you stand their slandering my name... I Guess I'll never know... I guess I'll never know... So now we're bitter enemies, You spread lies and rumors about me, Telling people whats not the truth, I suppose theres nothing I can do, Except wonder how you could turn on me, I guess I'll never know... I guess I'll never know, Why you do the things you do, And think I am the way I am, But this is a war I'm not fighting anymore, You've won, I'm done, Why are you doing this to me? I guess I'll never know... I'm sorry for the pain I caused, But does this wrong make it right? I guess I'll never know... You've won, I'm done, I'm walking away, I'm shutting the door, Im done with this pain... Why are you doing this to me? I guess I'll never know... I guess I'll never know, You've won, I'm done, I'm moving on, I'll get stronger, I'll rise above what you're sinking into, I'm always changing while you forever stay the same, Why do you do the things you're doing? I guess I'll never know... You've won, I'm done, It's better off this way, I'm moving on and getting stronger, Why couldn't have we been friends? I guess I'll never know.. But what I know is... It'll be okay... [There comes a point where you just say "enough"... I'm tired of fighting a pointless war and I don't care what people may say about me, because I know who I am. There is no one alive that can steal that away from me. I'm not the evil, posionous b*h you make me out to be...and that will come back to haunt you one day... but I'm done speaking ill of you. I don't want to live with this posion inside that I've had towards you. I'm moving on. I'm changing. You can say whatever you want about me, because I will prove you wrong in the end, because I'm stronger than your words... and you can count on that. Goodbye, I hope you find happiness in this life, because everyone deserves it, no matter what they've done. I'm sorry for the pain I've caused.] ~ Currently listening to: Goodbye, by Secondhand Serenade ~ Tsuki Akemi** · Sun Jul 19, 2009 @ 06:51pm · 2 Comments


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WolfMoonDesires
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Sun Jul 19, 2009 @ 06:59pm

wow....Its like I know how you feel

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Wed Dec 16, 2009 @ 02:43am

Change is in the eye of the beholder. Did you see yourself for who you left behind or did you just see what you wanted to see. Those who loved you were acting from the heart they did not push you away. You were drowning in plain sight but refused to hear or look up to the one calling you with the life preserver. There was no war to win. there was no battle to be won. Just endurance to the end. For the reward of those who would not give up. I never gave up and I have not give up hope now. There is nothing to prove wrong or right. There is only one truth in this universe, and only one road that leads to life. I pray not just daily but many times a day for you. It is not up to you or me weather or not there is a tomorrow for us. It is up to the active force of God himself. If we are not reunited in this system may it be his will that we might be in the next.

Someone who still loves the you that loves me and him who joined us that is buried within.

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