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What is inside my very being.
Hello in this journal are very personal poems. Yes these are how I feel. Please dont pity me or feel sorry. Because you either dont care enough or are to late to even rescue me from this fate. :)
Almost Silent Lullaby

Its amusing to see,
That people you have never seen,
Could treat you so properly.

Though all those you have seen, Would crush you in a blink.

I dance in the night,
I whisper to the she who is damned,
I sing to all the dark at heart.

Can no one see,
That im tired of how they treat me,
Im ready to escape,

Break away,
Break away,
Run away from this future,
Because no matter what,
It will be smeared with are blood again.

Its so easy for them all to keep running,
Why is it feel like I have gravity against me,
When I look into the night sky.

Why do I feel like its smiling at me?

Im tangled up in vines with thorns made of knifes,
My eyes have faded into a grey,
I deny human like emotions.

Though its unavoidable.

I whisper my pains into this page,
A song branching from my core,
Like an Almost Silent Lullaby.

In the mirror I look,
Im nothing more than a witch,
Sprinkling her miracle dust desperately.

Oh how I wish a faun would come my way,
Take me by his hands,
Take me away to his den.

Then wash away my pains with his love.

They have captured my lovely heart,
They have strangled my dreams,
They masked my bueaty.

Replaced it with a hole that scars my being,
Replaced it with nightmares of my ultimate doom,
Replaced it with a mask of flesh.

Im no more than a child,
Sleeping in a craddle,
Creep into it in the middle of the night.

Then smother me.

Break nine fingers please Leave one, to see what I once had.
Rip out all my hair except one strand, to show how warm it was.
Take all my teeth but one, So that I may nibble on dirt.
Rupture one of my kidneys, To show how lucky I still am.
Break one of my arms and legs, So that I can jump around.
Crack my structure, to show me I still feel pain.

Leave me on the street,
So that all can see me bleed,
Listen to me moan and cry to be put into a eternal dream.

Oh how I wish,
For soothing rain,
To cascade on my broken fragments.

To quench my thirst,
To give me strength to try,
And Fail.

Kiss whats left of me,
Broom me into a pan,
Then drop me into a bag of trash,

Take me to a dumpster,
To look at everything else that had been forgotten,
Take me to a hole,
To show me how nice it would be to Rest In Peace,
Take me to a tree,
To show me that I can grow.

Round around my friends,
With all your glue sticks,
With all your Tape,
Reconstruct what has been broken.

Revive your wee witch,
Hand me my wand,
Give me your eternal love.


So that we can finnaly leave, To where we truly belong.





 
 
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