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What is inside my very being.
Hello in this journal are very personal poems. Yes these are how I feel. Please dont pity me or feel sorry. Because you either dont care enough or are to late to even rescue me from this fate. :)
Quarantine.
Why am I so unwanted?
That you could just let someone be so hard?
Have you ever seen?

The way people treat me?

Though thats okay,
Cause its just me,
Every breath for me is a second of pain.

Its so hard for me to feel anymore,
As tears stain my face,
A frown creeps onto my face!

Could someone for once hold me?

Without caring of physical things,
Just to feel my heat,
And I to feel theres?

Is it to much to ask,
For strangers to help one another?
Is it to much to ask,
To not hate but to love?
Is it to much to ask,
To take a risk for once?
Is it to much to ask!
For once someone to actually care?

For someone so empty...

Could we just start to ask,
Why we hate?
When were taught to love?

Just drop me off a cliff,
Just salt my wounds,
Just step on my face,
Just call me trash.

Please stop telling me were friends,
When clearly were not,
Stop telling me it wont last forever.

Because every minute feels like an hour,
Every Hour a day,
Ever day a month,
Every month a year,
Every year a decade,
Every decade a milllenia...!

Could you just shut up and catch me?
Im falling from the heavens,
No one is there to be my safety net!

Watch me crash!
Look at my mangled body!
See the blood flowing from my once warm body!

I wish I could cry,
I would I had a heart,
I wish I could dream again!

My beloved heart is lost in the Dark!
My feelings exposed for all to see!
Cant anyone save me?!

Is there no Romeo for me...?

Why is it I cry?
Though no tears come out?
Why is it so easy to smile?
Though a frown feels so much better?
Why is it I lie to the world?
Though I would like to tell the truth?!

Could anyone tell a living person?
From one that is walking with no soul?
Cant anyone help me Breathe?!

No matter the number I feel so alone!

Alone is so cold,
So harsh to all who try,
If we just gave up...

Maybe it would lighten up?

If only there was a person,
That actually cared for me,
That didnt just pretend.

And lie to me...

They can look at your face,
With a smile so true so bright!
Even a hand to hold/

Though the second you pass you were just-a-piece of trash!

Dont even try to hold me up anymore...

Unless you can.





 
 
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