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What is inside my very being.
Hello in this journal are very personal poems. Yes these are how I feel. Please dont pity me or feel sorry. Because you either dont care enough or are to late to even rescue me from this fate. :)
Rampaging Night.
Screaming in my mind,
So furious I am,
You think your so mighty!

Im one year younger,
Does that mean you have experienced eveything before me?
Dont you understand?

This anger has been in me so long,
You had those who helped you along,
Turn around for once and you will see!

Im just a bug on the street!

Of course you wouldnt understand from my view,
As long as your on your routine your fine!
Even though im limping behind.

I can still wait for someone and give them a hand!

You could leave a friend stranded,
Is that even possible?
Best friends dont drop another just cause there encumbered.

What eats me the most,
Is that you can lie,
You can speak behind my back!

Flip me off with the finger as I walk out the front door!
Call me an a** as I pass the street,
Then tell your friends how I spilled my emotions to you.

Though of course,
Your the only victim here,
You watched me become brutalized,
The culprit enfront of you bolts,
As you look at your screen and chat.

Look at me when I speak!

If it could benefit you any.

I would let you slap me,
I would let you punch me,
I would let you tear me up,
I would let you break my structure,
I would let you trample my remains,
I would let you spit on my grave.

Though to you theres only one star in the night,
Cant you see there are thousand others?
Even if that one you cherish and love is brightest,
It doesnt me you have to let the rest perish,
For once care for someone other than yourself and your brightest star.

We can give you so much!
You can give us so little.
We could give you are darkest of secrets!
You could call someone up and share it!

Whats so amazing about you?
You have a love?
So does everyone else!
Atleast once they had loved for someone!
Though even they can give a care for others.

Screw number one's and two's,
In the end you wont get anywhere,
Just a lonely heart that you try futiley to fill.

Wake up Deary, Im still here, I can reach out my hand!
Though only you can grab it!





 
 
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