We blossom and die...
It's true. That's how life is really like.
A little seed slowly growing into a lovely rose and when we react our "petals" began to fall onto the ground while we slowly die.
********. I'm being so depressing. It's not even funny.
Let's put on a fake mask and pretend life is wonder. Yes, we must so then everyone can be fool by such an act.
Now if someone ask you how life. Don't make the same mistake, lie and pretend it's fine. That's all. No one needs to know the truth. It's easier this way. Don't even bother caring as well. Your just going to end up getting hurt.
Everlasting happiness is a... joke.
That's right. Happiness is nothing but a ******** joke.
Now time to write some random bullshit in her so people don't actually read what I write...
It was actually nice getting to sleep as soon as I got home. Though, a few of my friends were texting me so it was more like: Sleep. Wake up. Text. Sleep for a few mins. Wake up. Text. Sleep again. Wake up. Text and accidently falls back to sleep. Wake up from a phone call. Sent text from earlier. Etc.
But as soon as I got back from picking up my brother, I was wide awake. I basically spent my time laughing at what my "father" got my brother.
Putting some music on my iPod. Freak out over a new ringtone. Urgh, I was acting like a ******** school girl who had a crush. I know, lame..
Play Kingdom Hearts and walk around the neighbor hood for awhile. It was nice, getting to walk around and think. I didn't really feel like talking to anyone for awhile though I refuse to say texting counts.
Later Linc came over again, we played Rule Of Rose again. A certain point in the game, I saw some fish randomly flying or I should say swimming in the air.
I was like, "What the heck? Did I take too Aleve [I don't remember what I actually took]? I think I'm seeing things."
Linc; "Are you on drugs?" <<looks up from DS>>
Me; "Nah, not now." <<looks down at the controller for a few minutes>> "Oh yeah, I forgot I was trying to find a doll legs"
Linc; "Hey look there more fish. Your not tripping yet. Sorry."
Me; <<laughs>> "Crap, I said doll legs not fish."
There, we're being stupid as hell. It was crazy, the boss we had to fight was a mermaid. She wasn't some type of cute disney girl. She was this screaming, her ribs showing and not to mention she threw up poison. That's right. Poison. Of course, I had be go into this long conversation about it. Somehow I even manage make myself sick. But at the end, both Linc and me [both of us tried 2 times] die in the game. At least he didn't have to die in a pool of throw up like me. Oh well.
I got to talk to "big brother" though, good part of my day. I was pretty surprise what he told me.
"Ha. I was thinking about you as one of mine. cause. you're a wonderful friend, humble, never boastful, caring, and someone easy to care about those are qualities I admire. Heh, not to mention strong and moral. You're one of the few people I still know that has a sense of moral values. Thats hard hold onto in such a world.
I didn't think my own role model and one of the few people who I truly trust and care for would say that about me. Or even say I was his role model as well.
It's time to sleep... yeah right.
It's true. That's how life is really like.
A little seed slowly growing into a lovely rose and when we react our "petals" began to fall onto the ground while we slowly die.
********. I'm being so depressing. It's not even funny.
Let's put on a fake mask and pretend life is wonder. Yes, we must so then everyone can be fool by such an act.
Now if someone ask you how life. Don't make the same mistake, lie and pretend it's fine. That's all. No one needs to know the truth. It's easier this way. Don't even bother caring as well. Your just going to end up getting hurt.
Everlasting happiness is a... joke.
That's right. Happiness is nothing but a ******** joke.
Now time to write some random bullshit in her so people don't actually read what I write...
It was actually nice getting to sleep as soon as I got home. Though, a few of my friends were texting me so it was more like: Sleep. Wake up. Text. Sleep for a few mins. Wake up. Text. Sleep again. Wake up. Text and accidently falls back to sleep. Wake up from a phone call. Sent text from earlier. Etc.
But as soon as I got back from picking up my brother, I was wide awake. I basically spent my time laughing at what my "father" got my brother.
Putting some music on my iPod. Freak out over a new ringtone. Urgh, I was acting like a ******** school girl who had a crush. I know, lame..
Play Kingdom Hearts and walk around the neighbor hood for awhile. It was nice, getting to walk around and think. I didn't really feel like talking to anyone for awhile though I refuse to say texting counts.
Later Linc came over again, we played Rule Of Rose again. A certain point in the game, I saw some fish randomly flying or I should say swimming in the air.
I was like, "What the heck? Did I take too Aleve [I don't remember what I actually took]? I think I'm seeing things."
Linc; "Are you on drugs?" <<looks up from DS>>
Me; "Nah, not now." <<looks down at the controller for a few minutes>> "Oh yeah, I forgot I was trying to find a doll legs"
Linc; "Hey look there more fish. Your not tripping yet. Sorry."
Me; <<laughs>> "Crap, I said doll legs not fish."
There, we're being stupid as hell. It was crazy, the boss we had to fight was a mermaid. She wasn't some type of cute disney girl. She was this screaming, her ribs showing and not to mention she threw up poison. That's right. Poison. Of course, I had be go into this long conversation about it. Somehow I even manage make myself sick. But at the end, both Linc and me [both of us tried 2 times] die in the game. At least he didn't have to die in a pool of throw up like me. Oh well.
I got to talk to "big brother" though, good part of my day. I was pretty surprise what he told me.
"Ha. I was thinking about you as one of mine. cause. you're a wonderful friend, humble, never boastful, caring, and someone easy to care about those are qualities I admire. Heh, not to mention strong and moral. You're one of the few people I still know that has a sense of moral values. Thats hard hold onto in such a world.
I didn't think my own role model and one of the few people who I truly trust and care for would say that about me. Or even say I was his role model as well.
It's time to sleep... yeah right.
