Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

This will or won't be my last journal entry.

It seems like i'm in this little pattern of depression that I can't control...

I want it to end and I don't.

Confusion confliction depression.

I wish someone would take my pain away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDXz29RnYe8&feature=channel_page

I'm tired of trying, i'm tired of crying. I know i've been smiling but inside i'm dying.

And i'll put your name on this bullet, so everyone will know that you where the last thing going through my head~