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Elliptika
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Day 652 ~Ave María~
Been ever so long since I've posted.
So long since I've posted something serious anyway.

Today, I came to the conclusion (again) that the more you're there for someone, the less they will appreciate it.
The more you open yourself to someone, the more they will close up to you.
The more you love them, the more they will go away from you.

And that's how life is going to keep going apparently.

Lately, I've been feeling really depressed. But then I look around and see people who are possibly in worse emotional condition than I am and think that maybe what I'm going through is not much.
So what do I do?
I attempt to cheer them up, but people have closed up so much on me lately that it's not even remotely funny.

What the hell are friends for if they don't want you there?
Hell I understand if people go through serious s**t in their lives from time to time. I have no problem with that because it's an understandable thing, but it's so unfair that people really can't notice what you try to do for them.
A simple 'Thanks' is pretty much good for me.

I'll end it here, if I continue I'd just be repeating myself.

Ave María.


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