Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Ever wonder what would happen if your mind blew up?
The ramblings of a Kamikaze like blacksmith back from hell. Or in plain English, the retarded mumblings of a demented cookie who got her hands on a keyboard.
Well...my life isn't the best, but I try not to complain too much knowing there's probably some poor soul out there who has it a hell of a lot worse than I do. Though, that doesn't mean I necessarily enjoy my life. I'm probably what people would call stupid, slow and completely useless, except when they want something from me. I'm not pretty and I know it, I'm not intelligent and I know it. One thing I can't stand, is watching others in pain, but then again I'm too much of a coward to help them most of the time, most the time I just get picked on or hurt for helping. But isn't that life? Those who help, get hurt. Those who love, get a broken heart. As happy as many may think I am, always laughing, I do actually have other darker emotions. Though no one ever understands that. My life seems awfully hopeless, so why not be so hopelessly optimistic, that there isn't a meaning left for the word 'happy'? Instead of fixing what is left of my life, I think I will work on trying to improve others'.





 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum