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Chapter 1

Right now I could just feel the wind blowing against my chest as I was falling down. I could feel it trough my hair... and my clothes were waving like the sales of a big pirate's ship, fighting its way trough a mighty storm... My tears were going down my cheek at a little point but then coming back up because of the strong wind and leaving my face, flying behind me... I could feel the little water drops which were caused by the waves hitting the huge rocks on the bottom of the cliff. They were so refreshing and the air was so clean there. I've always felt happy when I came here, ever since my childhood. The sun was shining bright and it was a beautiful day... just like that day... But it doesn't matter anymore. I've aready decided to end everything. No more would I be treated as some toy for someone elses' fun. I've decided to die. And after that everyone will be happy. I won't be around but you'll be just fine without me. Just like you've showed me. You lied, you tricked me and now i'm going to make you loose me so you'll never lie to me again and you won't play with me again...

As I was falling down I could hear a voice... it was a familiar voce... a beautiful voice... a voice I enjoyed hearing so much ever since I heard it for the first time in my life... It was so beautiful. It was touching my heart and making it race and almost stop at the same time. The voice that tore it to pieces and trew it away... The voice that was lying to me and ruined my life. The one voice I loved more then anything in the world coming from the person I loved more the anything in the world... She was screaming so loud I could hear her while the wind was making so much noise in my ear... I think I could hear her shouting "NO!" but it's to late... you were too late...

I guess this will take not more then a minute more... so I closed my eyes and got ready for the end... But that voice was bringing back memories... good memories and bad ones... I can remember them all, just like it was yesterday...

End Chapter 1