Everything atm seems surreal.. it's kinda funny when you come to think about it.. the year started crappy..now it's kinda in between..x/ school is making things only worse.. I can hardly concentrate..
Family and such is no better.. it's the same as always..kinda.. only more crappy..and more "grey" and "cloudy"
It's sickening me.. and making me want to puke or to rip my goddamn eyes out and scream as loud as I can....
Nothing makes sense anymore..
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it only hurts when I remember
how can I go back when it's much too late piece by piece, bit by bit my heart aches and I feel sick there are things you say and things you can't things you threw away and things you want back the fact that I've lost you, erases all my sanity seriously, how could anyone carry on like this
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Repent! Repent! The end is nigh! Repent! Repent! We're all gonna die! Repent! Repent! These secrets will kill us! So get on your knees, and pray for forgiveness!
We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea. I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see. But if I don't believe in him, why would he believe in me?
SuiiWantsB r a i n s · Sun Jan 25, 2009 @ 06:56pm · 0 Comments |