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Right here is what has happen recently between me and Lee


Right so it starts off with me and my friend Nathan in science class and we were just talking about each of are friends and making jokes. He wondered what Lee would say if he asked him if he was my best friend, so I let him. So at lunch nathan asks Lee if I am...and Lee says no. I think he was embarrised or something...cause the others can make jokes ect...though it just got worse. So anyway I was depressed and started to cry during the last lesson of school; music. My friend Cody told him that I was crying the next day. Cody said Lee thought it was pophetic. So I'm more depressed then ever, and evtually start to ignore Lee...and I could see that Lee was trying to talk to me cause he was laughing at my jokes more then usuall. I didn't want to know though...he had hurt me to badly

well I went to Lee's house the next week so I could talk to him. I asked him if he found me pophetic and he said no, I said I was sorry and all was fine...though I was still thinking alot....I mean I coulden't completly forgive him

My friend Nathan wanted to ask Lee if he asked out Dans girlfriend at the time they were going out....his girlfriend even said he did. I said yes he can ask but to make sure Lee doesn't get sad...cause if he did its because he thought they had broke up and he thought he had a chance with her because dan did (I'm into Psycolagy) But then Nathan and a couple of the others made a 100 reasons why to hate Lee. Now this boy named Barber (first name james) was going to show him and like bully him (not pysically) Lee could see what was going to happen cause Barber made it to obviouse...I didn't say anything untill after I saw him so jumpy and scared...I thought to myself is not his fault I should be protecting him, he may not be my best friend but I still see him as a brother....

So I went after him and relised he new what was happening so I stuck by his side

but I'm not going to lose my other friends though...

This is what happened today....everyone since last week says hes just gonna make me feel depressed again and he'll use me again...cause apprantly thats what he does. Never the less I protect him. Anyway so in volly ball today nath is talking to me while I was playing with Lee. Nathan said that why should I feel as though Lee is still my best friend If I'm not his...so I said even if I'm not he is still my best friend. I said to him if Lee ever hurts me again I'll deel with it on my own....I gotta do this by myself.....Lee was depressed once and I gave him a hug to feel better...he told me to get off...I think it was because people were there but out of the people who were there no one cares I hug him. I think he was actally scared about going back to school and some of this is because I'm too brotherly around him so maybe he was uneasy.

Nero Hardy, Luke 1210 and Dan 3266 don't tell Lee what I'm writing please
though if he does find out and doesn't talk to me I won't get depressed instead I'll say to him "Lee theres no point in getting in a mood with me. You know I act brotherly to you so what if others know, its not your fault. You know you'll be friends with me when the week is over, so lets end this now" and then I'll do something random lol

Right now that was about me and Lee

Heres about the yugioh regional tournament...[

Well on Friday I got a call after school from my mummy Kay saying if I'd like to go over oz's house that night and if I'd like to go to the regionals on sataday

I was so happy I got to go to there house a day earlia and go to the regionals! Kay had to go home that night though so it was just me and oz..we played on the Xbox, he helped me make a side deck for yugioh. and I asked him many questions about the regionals.

So anyway on Sataday. We had a long journey on his motor bike which I love riding on...its brillient! We got there signed in for the tournament and sat down. I broght myself a jinzo (cards for those who have no idea wtf i'm on about) and managed to trade for some other cards for a dark magician of chaos.

Now the tournament itself was brillient! I maneged to beat 4 people though I lost to 2. One person didn't show up so I won the 5th game by a default. Not exactly the way I wanted to win but still It got me into the top 16. I lost the first match so I didn't get the IPOD or an invetation to the nationals. But still it was fun...I'm gonna try next time...hopefully there is a regional in Exeter sometime.

Then there was a tournamant on sunday in exeter...I didn't do to well...this was when Lee was upset but if you read all you already know

Ok that was about the regionals this is about envy

Right so envykitty who is on gaia is one of my friends

of course we had sort of a relationship though I broke it off saying I'm not ready. Now yes oneday I will be ready but envy you should not be tied down to me. For now you gotta find someone else otherwise you might not ever have a relationship at all. Sorry...you will find someone heart

Last thing

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