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Waiting
Just waiting
Waiting for the phone to ring
To bring the news I dread

Waiting
Just waiting
Standing alone among family
In tears so deep I fear of droning

Waiting
Just waiting
For the news to come
To tell us that he's gone...

my uncle has lost his fight with cancer. we where told he could have a day or two , or hours...he could be gone as i write this, i don't know. i do know that this is going to be the worst birthday i will ever have if he crosses over in the next 72 hours. and it does sound like he will. call me selfish or what not but i really don't want my birthday darken by the death of someone i love so greatly. and every years after this, it wont just be Nolone's birthday it will be Uncle Ricks death day as well. or at the very least my birthday will be the date the everyone uses to remember the day he dies. i can just hear it "he died 2 days before Nol's birthday." i know i can't change it but it just Sucks....

you know what i was going to wish for?
i was going to wish for him to live long enough to see his two new grand babies what are on the way....