Classes have started. I am not very fond of them though. I am worried this semester is going to be stressful. I have a lot of math related classes and they always seem to be tiring. I know math is going to be very important for being an architect or interior designer but it is boring having to learn about.
I feel sick today. I woke up early this morning with a very bad stomach ache. I still feel very sick to my stomach and I have not eaten anything. I tried to eat some soup when I came home earlier but I did not eat but a few bites. I called into work, I know I should not do that but I did not feel like standing there today.
I miss my online friends already. It is stupid. School has hardly started and already I feel like I am missing out. This past summer I had wanted to spend a lot of time online getting back with my friends but due to a lot of stupid events I did not want to get online. Once that was all over, I got to get online a lot more. Then it was over, like it was nothing. It is sad. This weekend is labor day but I have to work Friday night and Saturday. On Monday my grandmother is making me assist her boyfriend in rebuilding his deck, if it does not rain.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about life and what I want to do. I will need to start making choices soon. I do not want to, but I know I will have to. I feel silly, I should stand up and 'be a man' to make my own decisions. I just do not want to hurt anyone. Now I am starting to sound like Kayla, heh. Even I have told her that you cannot please everyone in the world. I guess, I understand her feelings about that. But, I will have to one day.
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I can understand that school is going to be annoying and tiring for you, but if you want to do what you want in life...you have to go to school. >_< It sucks, but you really need to focus if this is what you want.
As far as your decisions..........
I don't know exactly what you have to make choices about.....but you should follow your heart. Look deep inside yourself and find what you really want. heart