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OK, so it's been a while since I posted that spaztic rant & now it's time for a new one, hopefully one that won't be as spazzified. I've been trying for the past 7 months to get my child to have "mama" be her first word. She now says two words:
"Yeah"
"Dada"
She learned "Dada" in two weeks. stare Last night, I almost cried. She was crawling behind me on the couch while Shadow & Cam Cam were occupying the sides, acting as a sort of barrier for her. She got right in Shadow's face, looked him directly in the eyes & said "Dada" He was stunned. A few moments later he says "Sophi, say 'mama'. Oh, that's right...You can't! rofl " Needless to say I was a little mad & a little hurt. I've been posting random colors from the color wheel in Din's guild in my quest thread & these are my favorites{this is more a reminder to myself to use these than anything else. Whether you care or not is not my concern.}:
RED GREEN CYAN BLUE DARK BLUE INDIGO VIOLET WHITE AQUA AQUAMARINE BLUEVIOLET CHARTREUSE CORNFLOWER BLUE CRIMSON DARK MAGENTA DARK ORCHID DARK TURQUOISE DARKVIOLET DEEP PINK DEEP SKY BLUE FOREST GREEN FUCHSIA HOT PINK LAWN GREEN LIGHT BLUE LIGHT CORAL LIGHT GREEN LIGHT SKY BLUE LIME MAGENTA MEDIUM AQUAMARINE MEDIUM BLUE MEDIUM ORCHID MEDIUM PURPLE MEDIUM SPRING GREEN MEDIUM VIOLET RED ORCHID SPRING GREEN
So, my mother's pissing me off for like the millionth time this year. I believe that's a new record for anyone in my life, not just her. Go mom. You are the Queen of Suck. What's this week's reason? Her mother. Yeah, so grandma finally died- I say finally because this woman has been "dying" for years now & it's her own damn fault considering she had like two inches of her original lung left, needed an oxygen tank no matter what she was doing, & still continued to smoke. It was actually pretty funny when I found out she was dead because I was at Shadow's house & everyone was all edgy when they were telling me because they expected me to go postal & cry & scream when all I did was breathe a sigh of relief & I was like "FINALLY" & everyone around me was like "Nani? WTF?" - and now she's pushing me to g to this Memorial Service that's "not a funeral". rolleyes Nah, it's just a bunch of people getting together & being sad & saying good-bye to someone who has died. It's "not a funeral" because there's no body because she was cremated....Still a funeral in my book. Anywho, my mom & dad & other grandmother are all disappointed & pissed at me because I don't want to go & I don't want my daughter to go either. OK, her "dying wish" was to see Sophia. ORLY? Huh. Funny because she had plenty of opportunities to see Sophi when we still lived with the woman's daughter, but every single time Diane tried to bring her over, she made some bull s**t excuse not to come over. Sooo, wouldn't it be her fault she never got to see Sophi? Hmmm........Another thing about it is my mom wants us to go to see the people that "practically paid for" my baby shower & never get to see Sophi. Umm, their fault. They can get ahold of my mother, who has the number to where I live. All they have to do is call & be like "Kitten I'm actually gonna take an hour or two out of my incredibly busy schedule & come visit for a bit just to see how you & the baby are doing." You know, if they actually gave a damn, they'd find a way & I'd be perfectly happy skipping a day or two at Shadow's house to hang out with them because I can see Shadow & his family any time I want & I only know they're still living because my grandmother is dead! Instead, they want to use my grandmother's death as a family reunion & an excuse to try to guilt trip me into doing something I don't wanna do. talk2hand Sorry. Kitten's not gonna play that s**t. Besides, a memorial/funeral/whateverthehellyouwannacallit is no place for a 9-MONTH-OLD-BABY Are they that ********' retarded that they would want to drag her to that? People she doesn't know because they never come to see her all up in her face with their teary-eyed kisses & ogling at her like she's some animal in a zoo or something? ******** that. If I wanted my daughter to be stared at & fawned over like some alien, I'd take her over to Shadow's & let his 9-year-old sisters handle that, considering that's basically what they do now, as it is. So, my point is, no amount of guilt tripping in the world is going to get me to that thing on Saturday & Mima's gonna make sure of it because the only reason I'm even home right now is to make sure that Mima has an excuse to kidnap me on Saturday, aside from the fact that Sophi broke my glasses & I had to come home to pick up my spares. If it didn't give me a headache to do stuff without them, I would have done without. stare
 Sudoku Kitten · Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 12:23am · 0 Comments |
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