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I said I wasn't gonna go & I didn't go & neither did Sophi^^ Now mom's all like "If you can't do this one thing for me then don't ever ask me for anything ever again!!!" rofl Let's pause & take a step back & look at this situation, Mother Dearest. One, the only thing I ever ask you for is stuff for the granddaughter of yours that I shouldn't have had because I "should have used a condom" as you say almost every time we speak. You show up & give me random s**t like clothes I won't ever wear & food I don't like to eat. And it's OK that you made me get my glasses repaired without you because I didn't need you or the receipt you "lost" because they honored the warranty. Oh, yeah. We didn't even have to go to the same Vision Works. The chick that helped me called the store, got my information {because they're computers aren't linked, otherwise this would have happened sooner but I'm not complaining} & got me a new pair of glasses within an hour so ******** you & your "not helping" ways. Plus, everything you've ever done for me has been twisted to fit you, your life & your convenience. My sweet 16 was supposed to be me, 50 friends form school & Busch Gardens. No cake. No family. No gifts, which I would have been OK with but knowing my friends they'd probably get me something anyway^^ Instead I got stuff I don't even use any more, a cake I have one picture of in my albums & family swimming....yay. I'm not going to lie, it was fun, but it wasn't what I wanted. Living with you sucked, as you already know because of your hypocritical a** & your stupid-a**, gay-a**, ******** boyfriend. Go ahead, spoil Sharon. She's already rotten. What more can you do to her? That was the only bonus of living with you guys: you went shopping almost every two weeks. Anyway, ******** you. Go to hell. all that jazz^^
On the positive side, Sophi stood up all by herself for about 30 seconds today. It was amazing. I noticed it & Shadow was on the computer. I tapped him on the shoulder & I'm like "OMG baby look at Sophi" I wish I could describe the look on his face. Sophia didn't know why we were freakin' out; she looked confused as if she thought she'd done something wrong. Then she leaned against me & the couch & continued to play with the house phone^^ I haven't really done anything lately except browse gaia & do Sudoku in my book & online. I'm lame.
So, I'm at Shadow's again. Why? Because the day before yesterday had to be the worst day I've had in a long time. The night before the day in question, Sophia just wasn't feeling well & kept getting up in the middle of the night. She couldn't make up her mind between sleeping with me on the couch or sleeping with my dad in the lazy-boy next to the couch. So, the next day all hell breaks loose because my grandfather's being more of a d**k than usual because he's tossed a few back & my brother was being more obnoxious & annoying than usual & my dad was being stupid & "just playing with me" by annoying me & repeatedly punching my leg when I was trying to watch TV & had Sophia on my lap Plus, the only things I watch on TV ever are Disney & The Secret Life of The American Teenager- that show is amazing. It's like a soap for teenagers about this chick that's pregnant at 15 & her dad's having an affair with the school slut's mom & the school slut's dating the guy that got the chick pregnant! but I haven't been able to keep up with it because my jackass father accidentally erased it. stressed
So...last night. I will probably regret this for the rest of my life. It's late. The TV's on. Shadow's online. I'm laying on the couch next to him, not really paying attention to the TV, practically falling asleep when a remake of Amityville Horror comes on. Shadow hears it, guesses what the movie is by the sound effects & when he finds out I've never seen any version of it is all "you should totally watch it!" They didn't show many gruesome scenes but what they did will probably haunt my dreams in a few weeks-Yeah, I'm weird. I noticed when I was little, I can watch a horror movie & not have nightmares about it until like 2-3 weeks later confused ...Anyways, we watch it together, curled up all couple-like heart & he explains some things to me & makes me jump a few times stare so it goes off & my nerves are shot because it's late & a few of the images were more disturbing than I would have preferred. I beg him to lay with me & when he finally gives in {"I have school in a few hours"} he has me lay on the edge of the couch where my back's exposed with his back to me stare . I keep jumping because I'm hearing/feeling things I normally wouldn't pay attention to. He finally turns over to face me, snuggled in the blanket & Sophi wakes up crying & I about had a heart attack I jumped so bad. I wasn't expecting her to wake up, obviously. So, I get her to go to bed & Shadow just won't let it go. "What's wrong, Kitten? Seeing ghosts? Waaah. Oooo, creepy baby." Blah.Blah.Blah. He's a douche. J/K I love him, but still & now Cameron knows & he'll probably never let me live this down because I still tease him about Metro-con.... lol .... So, yeah......
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 Sudoku Kitten · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 05:02am · 0 Comments |
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