I'm exhausted, I haven't had a good night's sleep in weeks. My family is as annoying as ever & every attempt I've made to go over o Shadow's has not only been shot down, but stomped on & buried. I'm not going to survive Lily's funeral. Everyone talks about her death like she's still in the hospital...They're sad, but over it. Meanwhile, I'm like freaking out because she's ******** dead. A girl that I've talked to played with touched hugged She's ******** dead & she was only 10! That scares the s**t out of me. What about Sophi? I'd be a little more worried about her if she wasn't adding to my madness. She wants to be held & she wants whoever's holding her to be up & moving 24/7 & she's been like this all ******** week so I have the back ache from hell. Plus, ******** Sharon is here & won't be gone 'til Sunday. She might go home for one whole day....BFD I'm shot. My nerves no longer exist & every little thing that people do either annoys me or upsets me. I can't take this. I'm going insane. I need a break. I need a comfortable bed with noone else in the room. I need to sleep for 8 hours, uninterrupted. I need people to stop passing sophi back to me every 30 ******** seconds. I need my dumbass mother & my retarded a** sister to stop showing up here. Seriously guys, why the ******** do you think I moved out!? It wasn't because I wasn't seeing enough of you!!!!!! I ******** HATE EVERYONE I'M RELATED TO & I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS IT/WHAT PEOPLE THINK. crying stressed
 Sudoku Kitten · Fri Jul 25, 2008 @ 05:23am · 0 Comments |
