Journal, why is it your the only one that understands me? Why do I have to go through all this hell to get something right? WHY?? I don't understand. Why am I so determined to get things done for others and not worry so much about myself till it is something that goes wrong with me that I concern myself with me... I am not going to say anymore on the subject. I just wnated to get that out.
Today wasn't that big of a day. I had gotten a letter from Shelly, she loved the date we were on. I still have the neckalace in my pocket. I feel like such an idiot for not thinking about it. I did notice something very odd about today though. Mustang seemed a bit out of it. I mean he was depressed...maybe... I didn't understand it. Anyway I went out of my way to get all his work done accuratlly I was with Riza most of the day and she had no idea what was wrong with him either. I thought maybe he was just thinking about something to do with the cases that were going on.
Whatever it was it got all of us down today. Breda didn't even pull a prank today. It was weird. And Fuery.. he was behind schedual to get the mechanics done. My phone still doesn't function right. Riza was a bit down today as well. I asked he what was wrong and she just smiled and told me not to worry about it. I tell you there has to be somekind of virus out there or something. I didn't even see Hughes today. Crazy. Well I haven't seen anyone around central for a while so I decided to write in you early. I saw a bit of Edward... but that was it.
I can't find anyone now. I have a weird feeling that they all went home or something and didn't tell me we could have the rest of the day off. OH well. I was thinking about doing a list of girls in my journal. Like a list of those I know. (fangirls) Not a very big list... but ah well. I was also going to make a list in here of the People I have come to know. (FMA Family List) I was thinking maybe calling them all to a group or something. (Guild) I have to save up to have a big get together... ah well. I will have to get working. I will write you later Journal. *places the journal in his desk*
 ~[Jean Havoc]~ · Sun Sep 04, 2005 @ 10:26pm · 0 Comments |
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