Oh Journal.
I am by far the happiest guy there is. I started to day worrying myself for nothing. I was so nervous about meeting a girl I have been writting to for 3 months now. We found we both lived in Central and decided to meet at the Rim Cafe. I dressed myself up, it was a classy resturanut and I wanted to be presentable to her. I also went into the City and got her a rose and a box of chocolates. (They were turtles. Her fav) I was just so nervous. I had used up my own savings to get this just right. Rented a suit and even got her a neckalace.
I had told the Colonel I was going to use the time to run arrands so I got to use the Colonel's car. It was a nervous ride there. I was sweating I know it and I kept havng to check if everything was perfect. I didn't want it any other way. Well as I was driving toward the resuraunt we did say we were going to meet there. I had left early so I could be there when she arrived. I felt so nervous. I really had no idea why but it was probibly cause during the time we wrote to eachother I kept falling more and more for her.
Well I got to the resturaunt and sat in the car for a while. Checking myself and putting out my cigarette. (Yeah I haven't told her I smoke yet...) Anyway I got out of the car and got myself a table in the resturaunt. I had ordered myself a glass of apple cider. I had the box of chocolates on the table so when she walked in she would know it was me. (As I instructed her) I was nervous and kept druming my fingers on the table surface. It was crazy. After a while of waiting she came into the resturaunt I heard her adress me and I had to stand. My legs were weak though She was geourgous. Blonde hair to her shoulders. beautiful green eyes. and the dress she wore. It fit her body very well. She didn't dress to show off.. My god I had no idea what I had done to get a beauty like this. It was... perfect. Well after I pulled her chair out and she sat down we started to talk. I gave her the chocolates and she just loved them and the rose too.
We already knew a lot about eachother, so it wasn't awkward. Not at all. Her voice was so fluid and I just loved the way her face had shown the different emotins she had. The waiter finally came and we ordered. She had a lobster meal. Me I had the steak and shrimp. (They didn't have dog) Well we got to talking again and I had found she knew the Colonel (Royai) I was a bit taken back by this. It was so weird. A small world indeed. Anyway she had said how she enjoyed work. I learned so much about her. It was nice.
After dinner and the much talking. We went to go see a play. "Brothers Grimm." We talked a bit before the play started and I got us a drink and popcorn. As the movie started up I was thinking in my head if I should hold her hand. I was fighting it for a long time. But after a while I just went ahead and did it. We HELD hands. I was in heven. This was the best thing that could ever happen to me. Well after the play we were walking out of the theater and we were approched by an elderly couple. They said how cute we looked together, and then we told them how we have know eachother for about 3 months now, and that today was the first time we met. The couple thought it was so ment to be. I could only think how right that was.
After the play and we had gotten into Mustang's car... I asked her where she would like to go now. It was a bummer but she had to get back home. Her parents were going to visit her and so she had to get home. So I drove her to a bus station and sat with her till it arrived. We talked a bit about how she had her cousin over and he was a mess. It was something to do with him and his gf. She was also telling me how nervous she was about this. I told her I was the same way. And how now she knew this was not as scary as she thought it would be. The bus arrived and I thought about kissing her. My god it would be the first time. But I held back till I knew she wanted me to. We stood up and I grabbed her bag and gave it to her. Our eyes locked and I could feel my heart beating so fast. It was then I felt the pull and had to do it. We both leaned in and... OH MY GOD!!! I was on air. If I was to get shot at that moment. I would die happy. I was sad that she had to go though.
But to top it all off. I had forgotten to give her the DAMN neckalace I bought her.... ;-; Yeah I guess it could be 100% perfect huh? Well now I am back in central and writting in you. I am going to make sure NO ONE sees this. *finishes writting and places it in his desk*
 ~[Jean Havoc]~ · Sat Sep 03, 2005 @ 03:47am · 2 Comments |
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