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Kara and I had an in depth discussion about our lives.
She is still my friend. I cannot just drop her since we have been a part of each others lives for so long.
Somehow I feel like she needs help. She treats her boyfriend the same way that she did me. Always asking him to do things for her and telling him what to do then. I did not realize how bad it was until someone else opened my eyes. Kara will always be a part of my life and my past, but I think now it is time for us to grow apart. She does not seem to like the people in my life right now. She thinks they are all fakes and only using me. It makes me feel sad because these people have helped me and I care about them.

I finally talked to the girl that I had been holding back feelings for. I feel somewhat stupid though. I wonder if I made a fool of myself. If I had, I know she would never say so. She is a nice girl. Maybe she is too nice sometimes. I cannot believe I am saying that now. Only a little over a year ago, I would have never said that. Then again, she made a mistake and hurt a lot of people including me. I am glad that is over. I like having her back in my life the way I had before. It makes me happy.