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Whatever, it isnt working the way I would have wanted
Im getting tired of being let down, but its confusing.
Orion.
I just dont get it, why would you let me down so often, in a row.
I do not really want it to end, but it happens again and again.
Do you really want this to happen? why dont you show it more, because we set a date, and its always the same time, but you haven been there when you should.
Im getting tired of this planing, I would want it to wait a longer time,
because Im not even sure you are as ready as you seem to be, if you dont contect me and say you cant make it, and when you dont come online ALL weekend eek making me wait....
Im getting confused about this matter,
I dont want to be confused, not at all, but when you are not there when you say you will, and its supost to be our wedding, and you dont appear,
it is not a great sign of that you care much, ever time... It makes me wonder, I dont want there to be doubt, but thats all I seem to find when I wait hour after hour ever saturday for the last month.
And you ask me.. to make this true, you say you really care, that you want this to happen, ... that you love me so,
why do you never come to the wedding.
Is the weekend the worst time for you?
even if it confuses me that you set the date.. . .
plz.. make my head stop spinning. cry
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