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Okay, this is the recap of what has happened so far in the life that is mine ( only by blood. )

I get back from NY.

(Yay)

No, lie, not yay, crap. Crap so bad it can choke a ******** cow to death just by smell and pigs call it 'rancid'. I have to spend 2 days with my da as he bitches, moans and complains about my mother not 'doing her part' on the divorce papers when the reason is he has to pay his lease soon and he also wants to get married.. Aww.. so sad.. wahhh... ******** off and your little dominatrix emotionless b***h of a fiancee.

Hope a house gets dropped on her.

Next!

Friends are now finally showing their true colors to the point of where I know who and why they were my friends only. For instance, I come back, I immediately get blamed for all this s**t from a specific person who then proceeds to not be able to keep his/her mouth shut.

'Maybe you shouldn't have come back' or 'Now that your back more people will ******** up' Etc etc.

I also know who my true friends are. goth-a-billy, neogothpunkxxx, droup, all those people missed me and welcomed me back with open, if semi-hostile ( surprised the crap out of them ) arms.

Few things to mark of my checklist of things to suck:

1) Friend gets shot 5 times in the back.. check
2) Friend goes to jail for supposed Stat Rape charge... check
3) Mom nearly dies from lack of air... check
4) STILL no job... had that checked for awhile now

now now, don't get me wrong. It's not from lack of trying. I've tried so ******** hard to get a job that it's painful. But here... oh yes, here is the park that is killing me. I haven't seen the main reason I've come back to CA in over 2 weeks since being here.

I think I finally will go insane, just so I won't have to take this s**t. Sound good? Sounds WONDERFUL to me.

this was my check up everyone, until next time!