Febuary 21, 2008
Dear Diary,
It's Cheru-chan! Sorry I haven't written to you in a while. Everything has been good so far! Our party last Saturday rocked! It's a miracle that I'm actually looking forward to the next party!we all stripped to our underwaer, which was sort of embarassing. I was the only one wearing white. >///< but we had fun! We drank and then had a soda pop fight!!! Demmie came at the end, but it's okay! He came and that's what matters. I stil have those flowers he got me! For some reason...they're still alive! I love it! Mhm! Oh! I wrote some poems! Here's the first one!I'll write the next later.
Roses are red
Carnations are pink
Give me this one moment
To tell what I think
The sky isn't blue
The grass isn't green
Because everything isn't
As everything seems
Why is the sun red in mornings
Then goes to yellow at day
The moon shines a bright silver at night
Then it slowly fades away
Did you ever know
That you never seem to fade
Everywhere I see you
The color stays it's way
But when you leave my sight
The colors all do to
From vibrant to grey to white
Nothing stays without you
So be my sky that's blue
And be my grass that green
Be every color of my life
Always be by me
Carnations are pink
Give me this one moment
To tell what I think
The sky isn't blue
The grass isn't green
Because everything isn't
As everything seems
Why is the sun red in mornings
Then goes to yellow at day
The moon shines a bright silver at night
Then it slowly fades away
Did you ever know
That you never seem to fade
Everywhere I see you
The color stays it's way
But when you leave my sight
The colors all do to
From vibrant to grey to white
Nothing stays without you
So be my sky that's blue
And be my grass that green
Be every color of my life
Always be by me
Isn't it pretty!? I was bored today, so I wrote! Demmie-kun hasn't come by in a while and I miss him alot. I hope he's okay. I really do. He may not know it, but...I really, REALLY like him. But you can't tell, Diary! I really love his music, though.He doesn't know this...but the day he left, I was really sad. it's my fault that I couldn't be there for him...and I wanted to at least tell him sorry...Sorry that I couldn't be what I thought would help him.I really wanted to cry because I thought...that he wouldn't come back...I wouldn't blame him...I mean...after what Adahn had said and all. I know Adahn was just upset too...but he didn't have to call Demyx a coward! Or a wimp, or chicken! Demyx is strong and brave! Stronger and braver then I could ever be...But that's why I like him! And he's always so happy and caring. the next day was so dull, it just seems that...when I thought I wouldn't see him anymore, I was just...lost. Rika and Vincent tried to help me out the night before. Big Sis is always there to cheer me up ^^. But he came back...I was really happy...just to see him...I hadn't ever felt better. I just wish I could do more for him. I'll find his heart one day. But really...it doesn't matter...I like him the way he is.what if he changed after he got his heart? I don't want him to change.But I got a secret! I heard it! I heard hs heart....it's not supposed to be there..but I heard it in his chest...Can only I hear it? Hmmm...Well...I got to see his room and even meet his friends!<3 Anywho, kino and Reno ar doing well. I met the President of ShinRa! He's really cool!He saved Reno from the Scary/Pretty guy.Uhm...Oh! Yeah...something really bad happened...I don't want to talk about it....I think it's why demmie had to leave a few days ago...I met our cute new little sister Raion! She's like a lion in human form and is adorable!!! Well...it's about that time, Diary. I'll see ya later!!
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