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Can some1 please tell me wat u do when ur in love wit someone ur not wit n u can't do do anythin to get wit that person?

Terry is the sweetest man on the earth. He's smart, funny, and cool. He understands me for the most part. He's kind, lovin, carin....

He not only is a poet but he plays various instruments. And God help me he's a freakin musical genius.... I've seen n heard his songs... Freakin amazin....

He's a musician (so am i...). He went to massage therapy school. He's a freakin FIREFIGHTER!!!!!!!!! He has a car, two jobs, n he lives in house wit his boys...no mom...

HOW IS GIRL SUPPOSE TO FIGHT THAT????

I've loved this man for 3yrs. Before the school. Before the firefightin. Before the car n jobs. I loved him when he was livin wit his mom....

we use to date. he broke up with me cuz he said he wanted to b a better man b4 we got back together n he felt that he didnt deserve me....

that was when he was drivin his mom's car, was between jobs... n i didnt care then...

i've had one boyfriend since Terry.... needless to say that didnt work....

can someone please tell me what do u do when ur so lost?