As I sit here typeing this, the music blaring into my ears, I cant help but wonder why I forgot to click play everytime I sat here, everytime I walked into my room. A week ago, I would have played my music before even getting up from bed, but all this week, I awoke, and smiled, thinking about that someone I had geven my heart. These words banging into my head seem so fraigle, a metal love song, Killing lonyness. I was, he had killed it, but now hes gone... and again I'm alone to heal my broken heart. A new song plays, and sends daggers at my heart, my very being. No, noone will love him like I do, know will smile even at the mer memory of his angle like voice, day dream in class, mind blank, only the sound of his laugh filling my ears.
*sigh* But now he was gone, words he himself typed had told me. This made it feel fake, like it wasnt true. But I knew, If it was his perfect voice that had told me those same words, I would have died, or cryed for hours on end. I sit here, afew tears had spained my face, nothing much. I tell myself he'll be back, and he'll tell me those 3 breath taking words again. A mer dream.
...Darling... if your reading this, dont let me be alone... come back.
Love Volim Community Member 
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