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once again i ******** it up........ i should right a book 101 ways to ******** up your life beond compaire...... i don't wont to chear up i wont to feel horible for a long time it's what i deserve. i shouldn't be alowed to have friends anymore becase i always ******** things up idk i just wont to die right now and all i really wont to say is im sorry to all of you who have liked me and i have hurt i wont to say im sorry to all of you and i wouldn't blame you for hating me i whould hate me actoly i do but i just........ all i can say is im sorry and i hate that i wish i chould say more but i can't there are no words for how sorry i am i just wont to die right now emo