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they died and i haven't done anything right
i mess up so much i can't belive it some times i wish i could just take back this week....... actoly that's not true i wish i could just go back to summer when i didn't worry about all the stuff i have to worry about now............but i still wish i would of thout before i did somethings this week....... i wish i would of thout before i broke up with him.......... i wish i just wouldn't of talked to people becase that's just made things so much worce......... im a screw up i know i don't wont it to all be different i wont it back i wish that i would think before i do things.......... emo i wish i would just stop over thining things after i do it and start over thinking before i do anything..... i have to start lissioning to my head more and my heart..... i don't know i've been really stupid and i didn't wont to hurt anyone but i did and i really wont to take it back or just somthing..... idk i don't wont to...... i don't wont to be here to hurt anyone.... i just hate my self so please don't be mad if i did somthing this week........ the 3 kids dieing afected me to i guess.........im just sorry
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