if you have to hate anyone let it be me,
even if it's not my problem,
even if it's no my fight let it be me that ur mad at,
don't blame them blame me,
even if I'm not in contact with any human being just let it be me,
i don't deserve havening the friends i have the way it is,
just take it all out on me no matters who fight,
I'm the one who deserves the tears that the fights bring,
i deserve to be the one you all hate,
i deserve to not be here,
but i do deserve to be so i can take the pain that u can give me even if u don't mean to,
I'm the one who deserves to be hated even if i did nothing to provoke it,
i had never deserved ur kindness and i will never forget it even if the harsh words are killing me now,
I'm the one who should be hurt not YOU AND NOT ANYONE ELSE,
I'm the one who should be blamed for the worlds problems no matter what they are,
it should be me who crys,
it should be me,
and not not you,
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