You love me
you hate me
youll never understand me
Like a poem within a poem,
a story within a story,
it seems im just too complicated
for you to even ******** try
The clear blue sky isnt really blue
its really churning and grey
soon the clouds with show themselves
and wash it all away
The rain drops poor
leaving scars on mother earth
as she sobs to herself
all alone
so misunderstood
People shy away from rain,
away from her dark tears
just like people avoid me,
afraid to fix my fears
But as quickly as they appear,
the clouds will clear away,
only to churn,
invisible,
until another day
Crying is worthless
it wont get me anywhere
so why do i resort to it
when no one cares?
My problems are nothing
nonexistant in comparison
to all the s**t my friends have seen,
Im just seeing specks of bird poo
So why then
do I cry?
Why do i even try?
Nothing matters anymore
screw it
I dont care
I need to let go of hopes for love
because im such a selfish whore
Love is like a humming bird
zipping and zooming
picking and choosing
blessing the shallow and greedy
And leaving the girl
with the churning blue eyes
a heart too big for her own good
to perish
and cry alone
I wonder if Mother Nature
is ever dragged along on dates
watching venus and pluto get all cuddly
while she sits and soaks her shaking soul in unwanted jealousy
No one will ever love me
So I should never love anyone in the first place
my hopes are obviously too high
they might as well be nonxistant
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