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october 12 2007


Hey. well i dought any1 is intrested enoughe 2 read my journal entry's 2 see what happened in my life. as nobody ever does. so here's what happened. i'm off this week thank god. well. i went 2 holy name yesterday afternoon. i talked with my old friends and i helped severa and emma tutor 2nd graders. 'cause were all smarycal that way. anyway. then 2day i got their 'bout lunch. i ate my lunch i got from a & w. and i talked with them. then they had recess. i suppose i mainly wen and hanged out [sp. bad grammer] with wyatt and will for awhile. every1 asked me if im stille mo [which im not. i just happen 2 hate me and my life] and well they also asked if im still into papa roach, 3 days grace,a nd all that. well i said of course. then brian said that 3 days grace was emo. i just realized that they r sorta. the lead singer looks emo. and their songs have emo like messages. u know what i mean if u listen 2 them. anyway. then i helped out in the office. delivering stuff. well. after i finished i just sorta walked around in the hall. and talked for a few minutes 2 people walking by. well i soon was depressed again and tried finding ways i could kill myself right there. i found like 6 or 7. i believe. so yeah. then every1 got out. i talked 2 them for a few minutes then lefrt. came home and i have not done anything. im so bored. and i feel isolated. i just want some1 2 call me. but really whats the pont of putting it here. nobody ever reads my entires of my life. im not worth there time.

signed, brandon