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october 28, 2007

ok. tonight was so awesome. i was invited to my ex girlfriend, amethyst's haloween party. i wore my 3 days grace shirt she gave me for my b- day in july. a pair of old jeans. my converse. and the tatoo sleeves. well, when i got there it was rather awkward. as amethyst was with her friends and i didnt know many of any1 else. i seem 2 have a problem with socializing with ppl who i dont know. well. i was a loner at first. then these 3 friends of am came up and begun tlaking 2 me. they were heather, izzie, and ben. we hung outside and in am's room. we blew bibbles. [lol] acted like 'it' was in the gutter below us, and talked. i didnt talk much. as im shy and all. then as we were hanging in am's room, listening 2 her mixed cd i helped with, i had 2 go. heather asked for my number, so i gve her it. lolz. anyway. oh, i saw hwo am likes. her new bf, his name is george.


yesterday was ok. i went 2 my school's dance. not very much good music. i was hanging out with sam, kennidy,a nd hugo mainly. oh and josh and daniel 2 i guess. well, they had of ocurse played alot of pop and rap. then they also played, home by daughtry. then holiday by greengay, 'what ive done' by linkin park, 'the kill' by 30 seconds 2 mars, the song party like a rockstar, and parilzyer by finger11. anyway. sam got mad at me when i was stiff when avril lavinge's remix of girlfriend and the song, lipgloss was on. i saw 2 girls i liked, one of them, i dont even like. the other, she is preppy and didnt see me. i waned 2 kill myself.

anyway. im considerign of asking my mom 2 put me back in public school. the school amethyst and my friends go 2.

sincerly,

brandon