...why I leave my journal titles so ambiguous. Do you? The words "I dunno" are such an ambiguous way of stopping a question. Whether it be to avoid it (if you do know but don't want to say) or answer it (if you don't honestly know). I'm not a fan of overambiguity. Is that a word? I dunno.
That's not even the point of this journal entry. But I think I'll make it a starting point. It's a wierd one, right? (cue your chance to say "I dunno" wink
Actually, I'm very happy right now.
I've not got a job yet, but I do have some small income from JSA while I look for work, which means I might be able to save enough money to get what I want to get by November. I can't reveal what it is publicly, however, since it's a birthday gift.
I kind of feel the odd one out at the moment, not that it's a bad thing. I'd hate if I wasn't the odd one out. It's not a situation I intend to be in until at least I'm a little older. My friend Matt is recently wed, and they are expecting early next year. My friend BC is engaged to his girl and is expecting early next year too. I went to the cinema with all four yesterday, since Matt and his Mrs were in town for two days, and I was the only one not pregnant or involved with someone who is, and also the only one not with a ring 'pon my left hand. It felt odd.
Ok, back to the happyhappy. Did I mention I can't stop smiling? I'm going to see my one and only Ruby sometime in early March next year. It may not seem soon, but it's sooner than she was going to come here, and it means a lot to me, since I will get to spend my birthday with the love of my life. I'm ecstatic, I actually randomly grabbed my friend and danced with him, I skipped down the street today. That I'll get to see her is the best thing ever, and the fact it will be my birthday makes it all the better.
Isn't it awesome?
*Cries of "I dunno" from the crowd*
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And the smile on my face right now is making my face hurt. xD However, I must say that I'm glad that you're not Pregnant right now. >.< * mental image of a pregnant Aidan* Although that'd make things easier on me in the future. ~_^ lol.
But anyways. . . I can't wait till you get up here. ^_^ I keep talking to my parents about it, and my mom teases me about she wants to meet the guy that her daughter's so 'infatuated' with. >.<
Oh, and by the way. Forewarning. . . you've got somewhat of a group of "fangirls" might be the wrong word. . . but there are at least four to five girls that keep attacking me for information about you. xD lol.
As for feeling as the odd one out, I'm right there with you. It's a bit awkward when my job involves weddings 24/7. But anyways.
Love you and can't wait till I can see you in a non-pixelated way. ^_^
Hey. . that means. . hmmmm. I've gotta think about something. . . . maybe. . hmmm. . . ' I dunno'. wink